Prom Night

This Prom Night will be one that I would never forget!!! I didn't had a blazer, and I couldn't find one I liked, and the ones I liked are around 500 bucks plus! So I decided to go without one. Yeah yeah, whatever. It was said that it was going to start at 7:15, but I went with a bunch of friends around 6 and we reached around 8 and it still haven't even started. Everyone was outside chatting with friends and etc. I went and saw a lot of my old school mate, great times, laughter and everything. Shook hands blah blah. As more and more people came everyone turned and looked and just normal prom thing. Around 8:15 it was finally time to get it. We went in and sat in our seatings accordingly. DAMN! There were just so many pretty girls.=], As normal, some dude went and gave a speech, we ate food, while some dude was singing and some slides were flipping through. Teachers wishing students to have a bright future and etc. The food was...... small! One person had to pay 180 bucks for a place and the portion of the food was so small! But on the menu the way they described it would make you drool!

After the food was done serving, the Prom King and the Prom Queen was selected and they were the ones to start the dance floor. And it was funny cause the Prom King was shorter than the Prom Queen!! =] It started out so awkward. Like two completely different people from different classes, just selected out and was wanted to start dancing, cause a lot of people had dates and really want to dance, so it was up to these two fellas to start. TOTALLY AWKWARD!! 

Finally after all the awkward-ness, they finally started the dance floor and the couples and people with dates went and started dancing the slow songs, but that was only around 2 slow songs. After that the DJ mixed up some hardcore songs and people went up and started rocking.  

Everyone had a great time. There were even ex students from last year who are dancers now and came back just to dance for/with us. They were great. But dued to all the flashing lights and stuff, not much picture was taken during the whole "clubbing."

-After-

After prom we split up. My group decided to go to OverTime at Pavilion. We got there and ordered a barrel of beer, it was about 2:45 and we left because that place closes at 3 am. Then we went outside for a while to chill and decided where to go next, while that was happening we had sometime, and this came....

Next we split up again, some went to the hotel around Pavilion, some went back to Hilton hotel and some went back home and we went to eat at a place around my friend's house. On the way there we ran a few red lights. *Hands up!* Wasn't me who was driving, but I was the one who suggested it. hehehe.. While eating at mamak we ordered a shisha and smoked it. It was my first time, but it was awesome!! A lot of smoke and some flavor too. ;) As these was going on, one of my friend got drunk and became sick, he wanted to go home but he wasn't the one driving this time and it was his car, so he was forced to go out with us. Hehehe. After eating at mamak we went to a Cyber Cafe around my friend's house as well. Once we got there they started playing dota while I was on Facebook and my drunk friend was good at it, so he was like MIGHTY!!

Later on they changed games, I played and that drunk dude went to sleep right on the spot. It was a crazy night, we were there the whole night till around 6-7 in the morning. We ate breakfast at OldTown then split up.

It was such an awesome night. I will never forget it. =]

Should Be A Great Day

That day started out pretty usual. I woke up late for working for my parents. I needed a hair cut today. So that increased my chance of going out to the store, since the fact that the hair salon is so close. Normally I would take the taxi because I was lazy. But today was different. I notice my brother didn't drive his car out today, so I called up my dad and asked him if I could drive out to the store. Shockingly and surprisingly he said okay. So I did exactly that. It was epic and awesome!!


Then I reached the store, parked the car and went to the hair salon. Now I'm here waiting. I noticed there was this new teen girl helping people wash their hair. Normally I wouldn't wash my hair, but today I'm going to try to. Hehehe. I don't know. I just like to get to know people?


Down side is, I've been waiting her for a quite long time and my contact lens broke when I tried to put it on today, I needed my glasses when I drove this morning and because I don't like wearing my glasses out, I can't see the girls' face properly now... How great.. :|

-After The Whole Hair Cut-

It turned out pretty awesome. That girl was pretty cute, but she seemed so young and pure. But when she gets into washing your hair, she doesn't holds on. She gives it her all, scrub there, scrub here, rub there, massage a little there. She was just so strong on her fingers. It felt great. She's just so cute. =]

After this whole thing it was planned out for me to treat my parents to eat at Shabu One which is located on some higher floors in Lot 10. But it turned out we didn't and that we just went to another restaurant. I treated anyways and then we went home..

Ahh.. Still can't stop thinking about that hair washing girl!!

Messed Up Day

Today was just another day working at Starbucks. BUT! Many things happened... It all started usually. Today I had to start work at 12, I always reach early, so about 11:30 I was already there. I was feeling hungry so I went to KFC for a colonel burger which was just about 4 bucks. After that I went to work and just the usual. When around 3 and after I had my break my manager on duty told me to go get some savory from the other branch of Starbucks which was the one next to Maybank. Oh god, it was raining like hell!! Before I exited the building I went back to get an umbrella. Then I headed out.. since my old shoes had holes in them, just on the left foot, my whole foot was wet. Gosh, was it pouring!! When I got the savory and was back at my branch of Starbucks, I straight away putted on my apron and hat and got to work. My bottom half was all wet and soaky while the top half was hot and sweaty..

It was like seriously busy that time, everyone was focusing on their things and I was focusing on mine. I just got there so like the orders and stuff wasn't really clear to me. I had to pick the cups up and read the labels and etc, but bitch.. this women.. oh god! I'm like right there making about 4-5 drinks and she's like waiting over there at the counter, "hey, where's my coffee of the day" I'm like, yeah, hold on miss, it'll be here in a sec. I quickly got back to work and made the drinks. After one of the drinks that women said, "hey, is this mine?" I'm like, no miss, this is a latte, yours will be here soon. Again I got back to work, after another drink I made she said, "hey, can you help me check on my order?" I'm like, yeah sure, give me a sec, actually I don't know which one is yours, I gotta check with the person who took your order, just a while more." Again I got back to work all soaky wet and sweaty, after another drink she went like, "hey, where's my coffee of the day?" I didn't reply this time, inside I was like BITCH! Calm your fucking titties!! You think you don't want to wait here? Well, I don't fucking feel like making the drinks now, I'm all wet and sweaty, I haven't even have time to drink a gulp of water and you're fucking there being impatient.. just shut the fuck up and wait and when yours is here it'll be here. Gosh.. Later on she got her drink and left, and of course I had to say thank you.. which I did..

Fuck, these people... you see that I'm busy right? So just wait for a while then. If I'm like standing there looking around then you complain.. =.=

My shoes were wet, socks were soaked, hot and sweating all over and making your drinks and you right there complaining and shit..

Boring Turned Fun Day

Toady was suppose to be a really boring day.. like totally fucked up. I didn't had work so I didn't set my alarm, but I woke up around 10. I finished watching Cowboys v.s. Aliens only computer. I got hungry, and since I haven't been out to my shop lately I decided to go. I reached there around 1:00 pm, my mom didn't cook so I went and bought some food. Then later as the usual, I got nagged... consistently. It was boring!! There wasn't much customers and it was just plain boring... Around 3:00-4:00 pm I headed out to Pavilion to meet my church friends. They were in the movies so yeah.. I didn't bother. I had my other group of friends which was my old school friends, I went with them. We went to eat dinner and all that while my church friends didn't call me, so I was like yeah, whatever. I had no idea there was things to eat on the higher floors of Lot 10, I only thought all the food stalls were at the lower floor. Anyways, we ate, and had a great time.

Later on one of my church friends ringed me up and asked me where I was, I then went back to Pavilion and look for them. One really fucked up thing happened.. I forgot to wear my contact lens so I couldn't see really clearly, after I went to the toilet to wash my hands, and only was my hands, I came out and two girls were walking towards my direction. One said, "where is the ladies?" the other said "right here, this one." Then the first girl said, "hahh..." Because I WAS FUCKING WALKING OUT OF IT!! God damn... No wonder it felt kind of weird when I went in. There was only 4 stalls and no urinal connected to the wall... Damn.. After I came out, I straight away walked away quickly.. =.=.. And also thank god that when I was in there no girls came out from the stalls...

The time then was around 7-8, my church friends had to leave. I went back to my old school friends and finally after all the debate and stuff on where we should go, it was between karaoke and overtime. I didn't really wanted to sing so I went to overtime.. finally we all agreed to go to overtime and we had a great time!!

At last my friend's dad fetch me home, so I didn't have to ride the lrt then taxi. Thanks. ;)

Twelve Hours In Bukit Bintang

Today was a pretty good day for me, minus all the transportation and tiredness.. Sigh.. My plan was to head to Times Square today to do a few things, since it was my day off from Starbucks. But first I needed to go to this place in Maluri to get an injection which is required for me to get while working. I set my alarm to 9, but woke up at 8 due to some things. My dad came in my room and said that it was a public holiday and I was like WTF? Which means the clinic is closed? Damn, was I pissed... It was all planned and stuff and now it was a holiday.. =.=, so then I called my manager and asked her what day it was and she said it was a public holiday and the clinic is closed. I ended up not going there today. I went to Times Square at around 12:00 pm. Met two of my friends along with the mother of one of my friend. All of them were females and they were shopping. You know girls, they take half an hour in a store and comes out empty handed and tells you they want to see other shops first. That was what exactly what happened.

Later on I merged out with them and did my things. I first when to Lot 10 to help some friends get some coffee beans. They sell fragrances and when customers smell too much fragrances, their nose clog up or feel a little dizzy, so smelling the coffee bean helps. Because I worked at Starbucks and of course the beans there smells really good, they told me to help them buy because I also have 30% off. I went there and did that. Then I went to Times Square to get my pay check from my previous job and then did a little shopping. I saw this waist bag a few days ago, so then today I brought my money and was ready to buy it, after a few times I ended not getting it because I didn't know that the clip was so ugly and it costs 90 bucks, I expected it to be PERFECT! But no, I didn't get it. It was about 3 and I ran into my other friend along with his brother and cousin sister. He was doing a little shopping but then accompanied me to eat lunch and split. I was going to head home after that, till my old school friends hit me up and said they were at Pavilion. I went to meet up with them and had a pretty good time.

We have a prom night coming up soon so we were looking for suits, but mainly a blazer/coat. It was about 400-500, I think it's pretty worth it. There's two ways of saying it, one is that you only get one prom in a life time so why not make the most out of it? The other way is it's a waste of money because you're only going to wear it once. Pretty much both ways are true.

After that they had plans to go to CEO for karaoke. I didn't wanted to sing though, at least not today. Finally after all the decisions and such we ended up at Overtime at Pavilion. While chatting and playing some card games I drank two bottles of 150ml beer along with a glass of Chivas Regal 12 year. It was pretty fun. Then we headed over to Caffeiness at Maluri. Ate some dinner and was about to split. I was almost going to head home, along with a few other friends. Some other friends were going to a friend's house to play some Mahjong. After a tense discussion one of my friend fetch me home. Such a nice friend.. I know.

Because of all these things happening I'm not going to go out late unless I have a car. That's it, I'm not going to hurt my friend's friendship like that. I'm soooo going to get a car now. I don't care how cheap it is and how fragile it is, I'm getting one.

Late night blog post?

I'm just so bored right now. Today, which is actually yesterday, which I'm talking about is Sunday the 27th I worked from 12-6, and due to because working only 6 hours doesn't gets me a free meal, but only 2 free beverages. Therefore I asked my manager if I could add another hour. This way I can get a free meal and save around 8 bucks for lunch. Anyways, it was just so busy today. Mixing beverages, cleaning tables, washing dishes non stop.

Reached home at around 8, rest for a while, showered, then computer and suddenly fell asleep. Woke up an hour ago and had nothing to do, watched some Youtube and now doing this blog post. As you can see already this post doesn't actually has a point, I'm just bored and such..

Alright, let's talk about life:

I took 3 subjects for O Levels, and I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fail one subject, which is math, because I had barely studied it, and if my assumptions are correct then I'm gonna retake the exam next year at around May while continuing working at Starbucks. I pretty much like it in Starbucks. Despite of cleaning tables, washing dishes and doing all the other duty things I just love making the beverages and meeting new people.

Though, life could be a lot more easier if my dad would let me drive ALONE. Actually, talking about this I think that my dad would let me drive alone already, but it's just my mom who's all behind this, saying I'm gonna fuck some people on while on the road, listen.. PEOPLE. Not cars.. =.=", oh mom, when will you wake up one day and finally realize that I've grown up?

After all these years and such I finally realize that parent's don't actually mean what they say. I remember a year or two ago I always argued with my parents - especially my mom. She would sometimes say that she wouldn't want to talk to me anymore because every time she does, we argue. Then came today, while I was having a moment with my dad, talking about pretty much everything. He also mentioned for me to talk to my mom more, I mean she literally told me not to talk to her.. And you know the feeling of when you just START to tell someone something and they judge you already? That's totally my mom. I think that if I told her I went to a pub, then she would be like, hey, those places are bad for you. Many people go there to find targets and ruin their lives with drugs and stuff. And you think all those alcohol drinks are good for you? For god's sakes you're only 17! And did you mess around with some girls? COME ON! Let me fucking finish.. I went there to listen to some songs.. - I know this isn't like the best example, but I think you get my point because everyone in life has already has encountered huge amount of people who are like this. That's why I appreciate it when you tell someone something and they don't judge you. These are the kind of friends that I would love to keep.

Moving on, what else is going on in my life?
Hmm.. Right.. I love the smell of coffee. I love to drink it, especially espresso shots! I know like 90% of the people who goes to Starbucks would order something sweet, either blended beverages, lattes or cappuccinos. I love the pure espressos though. (Caffe Americano)  It's where shots are added in a cup, depending the size you order, mix with either hot or cool water. I love the ones with ice and I added 3 bags of "equal" sugar. It's small in packet and tastes good. Most importantly with all the late nights and such, I usually get tired at times, and this Caffe Americano just helps me get it all straight. ;p

I think that's pretty much it, I'm going to go sleep now, have to wake up at around 8 tomorrow and head on to Maluri for a Typhoid Injection.. ouch..

Sigh, everything was fine in the morning, till after I reached work. Probably it was because I didn't eat breakfast. But I skip breakfast all the times.. Anyways, after around one hour in work my stomach started aching like crazy! At first most people would go to the bathroom, which I did. Once my foot stepped into the bathroom's border the pain went away. I headed back and got back to work. Within 10 minutes later the same thing happened with the same results. Finally my manager said that I should see a doctor and etc. Which of course I did. It was located on the 5th floor of Times Square. Going to Times Square so many times and such, I had never knew that there was a clinic. Skipping to the conclusion, the doctor said I had gastric and gave me some medicines. In total it costed RM 45!! FUCK NO! That's a lot, I need to work one full day just to get that amount of money.. =.=, but thank Starbucks, because I could claim it from them since it was my day of work.

As you guys know I started working at Starbucks, not too long ago.

Life's great there, my co-workers are quite nice, the environment is awesome and most importantly I could see smiles on people's faces. Though I'm don't really believe deeply in these things call the Horoscopes and etc, but I find it fun to read it every once in a while. So like it says I'm the type who can get emotional in just a snap, which is 100% true. My friends just don't get me, one second while in the Karaoke we're like hitting it going all out, then the next moment I'm like sitting there with that emo face of mine. Anyways, my point is that I get emo too while work. There has been times where my co-workers was like, hey, smile la! I'm like alright...

Moving on, met a girl at Starbucks the other day. People who knows me very well knows that I kind of check out girls all the time regardless of when and where. So I was doing it while working, that moment I had nothing to do, I just stood there looking around till two girls came in. Doing the usual I was looking at them, they were laughing and everything. Later on I ask my friend what their names were, she said she didn't know, she later go asked them, blah blah blah, one of the girl came and asked me for my number and email, texted on my way home she replied, texted her again, no reply, then tried again tomorrow, no reply. Then I was like, forget this..
But I just picked up the phone yesterday and called her and I had this thing in mind, that if she didn't picked up I would've delete her number, cause like no point and such. She really didn't picked up but another number miss called me, I called it, it was her, we chat for a while, I asked her out.. wait? Asked her out? I didn't exactly said it was a date.... I asked if she wanted to hang out.. Whatever, its a date.. (I guess she might have thought it was.)

Said we would meet at 12 somewhere, I got there around 11:40, went to Starbucks to order a drink cause I was like sleepy. With two shots of espresso I got hyped up and awesome! In total I waited an hour something till she showed up. I thought she made me wait, but whatever. So we went to watch a movie. I was thinking Twilight, but when we got there there were 3 seats left and yes, you guessed it, it was separate. I was thinking, what's the point if its separated? We ended up watching another movie, Made In.. something with a D, we didn't really watched it through, but instead we chat and stuff. Afterwards we went to eat Marrybrown's, my first time there ever! She wanted to go, so we did. Wait, that sounded bad, like as if I was pushing and putting the blame on her.. I don't mean that... =.=, anyways we ate, walked for another 10 mins, I sent her home, then I got home, and that was it.

Was it great? I don't know really... yet. Gosh, I don't know! I've having like so many thoughts going on in my mind right now and its. Time. For. Emo. State. To. Think! Peace out!

Today was my first day of work. I'm working on part time at a place that sells beverage drinks that are healthy, its 100% fruit and fresh. It's located at Times Square, First Floor East, First Avenue. I think that's how you say it. It's just the new part of Time Square, and inside are like props to make it feel like you're in a street, there's a lot of things for sale, but I find it mostly girl, because that's one of the reason why I took this job anyways! =] Oh, the place is called Smooshie Juice! They have a website, and its here.

When I first got there, it was only me. Like no one else at this particular booth. So I called up my boss and she said to lay out all the ice first and take the hammer behind the counter. I felt WEIRD! That's only because I didn't had the company's t-shirt and people were looking at me like, "whose that dude?" and "why is he going behind the counter?" "Is he a thief?" I was like T__T.. But anyways, I went to take the hammer and sorted out all the ice. It felt... FUN! It's been so long since my hands had been freezing cold. Damn, I really miss winter.

Blah blah blah, when my boss showed up with another dude, we laid out all the drinks and packed fruits out and they were gone. It was just me for 3 hours till another girl was coming. I was like WHATTT? I barely know anything. But I just did what I could. (The "cashier system" was pretty fun. It was like all touch screen and you have to press this, then this and then this.

So when the girl showed up I went for my lunch break. Which was at around 1:30. I thought, hey, 1:30, McDonald's McValue Lunch is from 12:00-3:00. Little did I forget that there's a McDonald branch in Time Square, but I totally forgot, so I went to the one in Sungai Wang. I walked all those steps that I shouldn't have. Damn was I dumb! =.=

Overall, the job was great, just sell the juices and kind of promote it, and pour it on cups and put the cups on the trays and let people try it, but I should definitely bring my glasses next time, if you get my drift! =]

What a day..

Today is one of.. that should be yesterday, since it's almost 1 a.m. already. Anyways, yesterday was one of those messed up days for me. So I had a math exam, it was paper 2, to be exact I wasn't ready for it at all. I literally barely studied and everything I had learn from the past, I just forgot, all the equations, formulas and all that other stuff. So I got in and I was like, "come on, let's see how this goes" not far in, I was like I'm gonna fail this badly. Well, not badly as in poorly, probably above the level bad, but beneath the okay level. Whatever. I did my best to complete all the questions and tried not to leave any blank and it was only 1 hour into the exam, so I went back to the first page and tried to do the ones I left out, after doing this process a few times, it was times up.

After the exam I had a couple of things to do. Right out the entrance of the exam building, I went straight to Pavilion, I went shopping. =] I got a job and it requires me to wear black shirt with a tie and black pants. I already had a few ties, and I've bought the shirt the last time I was there, so mainly I was there this time to look for black pants. I looked everywhere then went back to Giodano and bought it there. It was great, Rm 150 for 2. I was happy. It was those kind of skinny jeans that would fit perfectly on me if I was wearing my size. But I got a size bigger so it would be not that tight and little looser.

After I got my pants I needed to go to Times Square to bring my hard drive to repair, I bought it in a shop called, "Thunder Wave," up in IT Center. I got it for fairly cheap. Which was Rm 188. Today I went to bring it for technical support and when I glanced at it again it was selling for Rm 228 this time. Phew! Was I lucky! After the dude define what my problem was, and to see if it matched what I was saying he told me that they needed to send it back to the factory or some sort, and it would take 3-4 weeks. On the other hand, he told me to take it to Sungai Wang, 4th floor and look for this shop called, "SIS." I was like, alright fine, because if I took it there it would only be 1-2 weeks. I got my things and I went. I went there and looked everywhere, but after about 40 minutes walking every inch of Sungai Wang, I couldn't find the place. And they said 4th floor, and the only store on the 4th floor was this Hair Salon, I asked a  whole bunch of people and no one knew..

About this time, my brother called me and asked if I was done so he could come and pick me up. I said no, but I'm about to. I told him I was at Times Square, cause' since I couldn't find the SIS shop that dude told me about, I have to give it to them and wait 3-4 weeks. When I got back to that dude.. HE TOLD ME LOW YAT! WHAT THE FUCK MAN!! But I was like WTF? Isn't Low Yat kind of like Sungai Wang or something? I was like, fuck it man, I ain't going all the way back there. So I just gave it to them and ended it there. I was suppose to get a receipt for sending my thing there, but he said the server was down or something, so I didn't get one. I figured this is a pretty big shop, unlike the little booth some people sell phones in. So I thought it was alright.

Now my bro called me again and said he was at Pavilion. PAVILION! I was at Times Square. I was tired, like mad tired. He didn't know how to come to Times Square from Pav, so I said wait for my at that McDonald, just go straight from Pav and you'll see it. So at last I walk there.

Boy was I tired. I walked from the exam place, Menara Yayasan to Pav, then Pav to Lot 10 to Sungai Wang, to get to Time Square, then from Times Square back to Sungai Wang, then from there back to Times Square, then back to Sungai Wang and McDonald's. While I was walking to these places, there were big groups of people who were in the streets give you paper and writing stuff, saying to help people, you won something and all that other crap, but to me it only meant one word. SCAM! Or make it two. FUCKING SCAM! If you know me then you would know. I'm the type of guy that walks fast. Like quick. That's only when I'm alone, which I was. So figuratively I was walking swiftly down the streets, when I walk past these people who were trying to scam me, I could see that they were trying to hard to keep up with my pace and they were saying all those sweet things to me. But I was like, no thanks. And continued on. I didn't even stop, cause if I did while that person was talking to me, a few others would come to talk as well, which only meant one thing to me. SURROUND! They want me to have no way out. So I knew, that's why I didn't stop and stuff.

That's pretty much it, my hard disk had everything my computer USED to had. All my pictures, documents, and movies. When I putted my things in there, I deleted it from my computer because it was too clogged up and laggy. And most of my .. MY MOVIES! I had all the episodes of How I Met Your Mother, and now it's just GONE! But pictures? Come on man! Memories!! On the positive side, probably there's a reason for this or something. My stupid internet (P1) sucks and downloading movie takes a long time. But I'm getting Unifi real soon, at least I hope so. And I'm gonna get movies again. But definitely going to download How I Met Your Mother AGAIN! I mean, who can resist Barney being so awesome? Pretty much it... STINSONS OUT! hehee, actually Adrian out. =]

Sigh.. my life kind of sucks these days. I know I haven't been blogging lately, but I'm like busy. Well, that's an excuse. But anyways, a week or so ago i bought a hard disk thats 500GB, but its actually 465GB, people just love rounding up. I was pretty happy. Everywhere I went they were selling it at like Rm 200 plus, then I went into a store inside Time Square and got a pretty cheap deal at Rm 188. I was glad that I looked around first before just buying it. It had 3 years warranty and it was real, like not the fake ones. It worked pretty good for the next week or so, but then till yesterday came and I had no idea what happened to it. I plugged it in, I waited for it to search the device for like hours, then when that didn't work, I went to click on it on My Computer, and then it froze.. T__T, i really got to take it back to them now and tell them to fix it!! Then my laptop has been like over 5 years, and its breaking... previously it had an over heating problem, i finally went and fix it which costed me 500 bucks plus. I also had a crack on my screen, but I didn't fix that because it would be too costly and I couldn't afford it. Now the over heating problem which lead for it to shut down itself had stopped, but the graphic card is acting up. I'm not a gamer, but I recently downloaded this online game and it just wouldn't let me play, I would be so patient to let it load and stuff, but it just wouldn't budge. After I clicked the game and log on to it, it would freeze! And I have to wait like 30 minutes till it all gets back to normal. Which closes the game and returns back to my desktop. GOSH! How I hate my computer. But I don't have money to get a new one so.. can't really do anything about it. I have a desktop computer that I had bought a long time. It was great for gaming. But then my dad took my LCD to use it for CCTV. =.=, So then now I would have to get a new LCD, but then the current in US and in Malaysia is different, and there's a switch on the back of the CPU to covert it, something must had gone wrong, when I tried to plug in my LCD with my laptop, *POOF!* The main switch flipped, and there was a small portion of smoke. So now I would have to call Dell and ask them all this thing, and since it's only had an 80GB storage and there's another port for me to upgrade it, I would have to ask about that too. To sum it up it means.. money money money money. And my internet, gosh! MY INTERNET! So I'm using this internet service provider for almost two years now till last week the "wifi usb" thing broke off! FUUUU!!! And we have 3 person at home who uses the internet everyday, and since there's no wifi anymore, we have to plug in the cable. Which meant only one person can use at a time.. =.=" Life is messing with me now, and I know I should be studying right now since I have a math test in like 48 hours. I know I should think positive, but I don't think I can pass this paper. I didn't really study, and I pretty much forgot all the things that I had learnt about it. I need some pressure! I know its not something everyone wants, but I need it! I need someone to push me to go.

But if I failed this subjects, for the next seating I wouldn't be taking this again, I'm going to take something much more easier and just get into college, since I've already decided what course I want and stuff. And I only need 3 credits to get in. I don't care anymore, all I need now is to get into college, and with all the friends, and teachers, and environment, I'm gonna study real hard.

Ooo! I also got a job, its a free lance job and 50 bucks a day, 12 hours, 1 hours for lunch and dinner. Also probably get some commission if I sell some of those products. Heheh, but I won't tell you were cause later you guys would come and distract me, then my boss wouldn't like it and I'm dead...

But that job sucks also, cause the pay is pretty bad.. and have to like stand there for 10 hours, I'm looking like a good paying job.. I have this friend whose a part time model, and her pay.. is awesome!

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Final Decision?

I know I haven't been blogging lately, it's because, well, I'm quite lazy these days and really trying to focus on studying... As you all know I'm doing my GCE O Levels, and its been really long already since the fact that I keep on procrastinating. So then I finally signed up from it and I'm taking the exams next month, which doesn't really leave me a lot of time since that I didn't even fully study everything yet. Guess that I'm just a lazy minute guy.

The thing is, I think I've finally decided what I wanted to study during college.. Blahh blah blah. I know I always say this, from a mechanical engineer, to a pilot, to an air steward, to computer science to police force... Well, what do they all have in common? A film maker! Hehe, if I become a film maker I can do all those editing stuff which I've been longing to learn. And also I can act in the films too. Its just so cool. I got my inspiration from Freddie Wong. If you haven't know him already here's a few videos of his.

But the "behind the scenes" are really the "what's up"

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The Day of Taking My Driving Test

     Alright, so i've officially been 17 since the 15th of July. Recently I'm completing the steps one by one in getting my driver's license. I went for the 5 hours theory thing already. Boy, that was boring.. I'm gonna be real honest with you. I was SLEEPING! HELL YEAH!! I mean, come on. Even the lecturers took shifts like in every hour or so. And how on earth do you expect me to sit there for 5 hours straight? Well, it wasn't exactly 5 hours straight. But it was at least 4 1/2 hours, if you exclude the lunch break and the prayer time thing. After that I went home and before I was 17 I was already studying for the driving examination. All the signs, road stuff, prevention of accidents and all that other crap. I was going to take the test on wednesday, but I was too late to register, therefore I took it today. And because it was such an issue for my parents to fetch me there. I went to stay over in my uncle's house. I actually like staying here because all that nagging and stuff is gone. =] Next, I took my driving test today, I was quite nervous, that I got to admit. But as soon as I go in the center to sit down and wait for my turn... my ass didn't even touch the seat yet and this girl turned around and said, "OI! ITS YOU!" She was surprised, I could see in the corners of my eyes that everyone was looking at me. Well, I was pretty surprised too. I know her from an old school of mine. She's still pretty.... Okay okay, a little secret, she was my crush back in form 3, well, I didn't actually asked her out. She just seemed "too nice", if you get what I meant. And somehow I just didn't wanted to get closer with her. I didn't know why... hmmm... Anyways, i was shocked to see her. She's grown up a lot. Back then in school she was this.. OH SHIT! I just remembered something, we were pretty close back in school.. Well, not close as telling secrets to each other and stuff. But like we actually had some interaction. I remembered that once.. well, all the time I always made fun of her. Actually I made fun of a lot of girls, just that, well, you gotta admit, its fun. =] then I remember this one time she chased my all around the class room to hit me.. ouch!! But it was some sweet times.. hehehe.. Anyways, back to the scene. I sat down, she was sitting one row in front of me. So then I got up and sat next to her. Then POOF, my driving instructor took me away to show me what to do during the test, and after I was done listening to her I turned back to see my friend and she walked in the examination room.. =.="...

Then later on it was my turn to get in the room, I got the seat next to her. I didn't talk to her though. Then I finished first.. FAILED! 42 was the passing score, I had 41.. =.="... I was actually a little bit angry, but more frustrated, because the questions were different from what I had study. Then later one I went outside to sit and wait for my driving instructor to come and fetch me home, along with this other guy. Later on, my friend walked out, failed, and left. Awww.. Finally my driving instructor came and I said I wanna take the test again, this other guy as well, we both payed 50 bucks, waited for a while, got back in, took the test, both passed, and went home. It was such a coincidence. The other guy I took the test with which is also under my driving instructor, the first time we took the test we both had 41 out of 50. Then the second time we both had 44/50. It was pretty cool.

So then now after running into that friend of my, I can't stop thinking about her.. She was sweet though. I remember back in school she was this little girl who everyone , well some people made fun of, like in a bad way, and those people who made fun of her was friends with me, and when they said, "right Adrian?" That girl was looking at me too, but I just sort of defended her and stuff. Like "hey, stop messing with her." And stuff like that. She's real nice. I mean REALLLLLLLLL nice. hmm.. probably one day i'll... hmmmm. =] I hope so. Cause she's a good one. But it all comes down to fate. Damn she's sweet. =] and pretty, and kind, and cute? and friendly, and funny? Well, she's just nice..

Anyways thats it for now.. And tomorrow I have to wake up at 6 again to go to the other place and listen to a seminar for 6 hours.. SIX HOURS!!! =.=", if she did pass the test today, I might have a chance to see her tomorrow.. But like I said.. FATE.

People In Public Places

Like, seriously, its the freaking public, like its not your home or anything. Its a public place. And everyone can be there, so respect it. I don't get how people are just so RUDE in public, like they're the boss or something.

Few weeks ago, the day of my birthday which was 15th of July. I was heading out to meet some friends for karaoke and stuff like that. So when I got on the LRT it was pretty smooth. It was so freaking peaceful. Till we got to this stop and this woman got on the train. She was on her phone with someone. And she kept asking, "Why didn't you tell me?" Like so many times, Why Didn't You Tell Me? It was something, she was mad. I get that, from what I analyzed from the conversation, well, I only heard the woman side. But the other side of the phone was, I think it was her son. You'll know how I know. She was on the phone, YELLING at the person on the other side of the phone. She was pissed, it was something to do with a lost phone, in a class, the "son" saw someone took it, but didn't go stop him. The phone was expensive. Her mom, "the woman" said, "The phone is very expensive one you know? What didn't you tell me? This morning I already tell you to don't bring to school, you just don't listen to me is it?" Blahh blahh blah.. I was sitting on the other side of the bench, and from me to her, there was like 2 person in between. I didn't look at her first. From my angle of the "train view" I notice that everyone was kinda like starring-looking at her type. Then later on I bend over and looked at the woman, I was expecting like a granny, in the 60-70's with a grinchy-face type. But when I looked, she was in her 30's, really young for a mother, and with a son that grown. Well, he has to be grown, if not she wouldn't had bought him an expensive cell phone. As time when by the woman got more pissed, she called some other woman, then called back her son and said he was an idiot, told him to go died like 10 times, and said that once he gets home she's gonna kill him. I get that she's pissed an everything, but her son has dignity too. Don't you think talking in this way to your kids is kinda bad?

I mean, I MEAN, IF IT WAS ME, like I lost the phone and MY MOTHER told me to go die and all the stuff above, I would piss her off even more. I would hook up some friends, stay a few nights with them, turn my phone off, (if i have another one) and not go home for a couple of days. Then when I finally get home I would expect my mom and dad, or even brother to be real piss at me. But my excuse is, "mom said she was gonna kill me.... so i decided to not contact you guys and stay at a friend's house so mom could calm down." It would be awesome!! ;D

Alright, next thing are people spitting in public.. I mean, come on. Back in NY these Chinese people, well, like the ones from China.. So you're like walking down the street. Chilling and all that. Peaceful day, when you hit Chinatown and then all the people are on the street. So you continue walking and suddenly these Chinese, (I'm Chinese too, but I said Chinese, cause I never seen Black or Whites done this such thing..) they make these sounds and suddenly spits right in front of you, or somewhere close to you.. EWWW!! Ahh, I think I've seen a video of this, hold on..

haha, gotta love luan. ;D

Yeah, I think that about now. Peace.

July 15th, 2011. (The Day of My 17th Birthday)

Hmmm.. I guess I'm gonna blog about my birthday now.

Alright so then, before the day of my birthday I called up a friend, and I said lets go out on my birthday. Then they started planning and etc. When thats done all I had to wait was the day. Then the day arrived. I was home all day till it was time for me to head out. It was a Friday. So which meant my friends had school and since it was a Friday and the Malays had to worship, school ended at 1pm something. After that they said they wanted to go home and change then only come join me at CEO, which is a karaoke box at Fahrenheit. At first I had no idea where it was, then from the thought of it, because partly these particular friends of mine are sort of rich, so I thought it was going to be expensive, which turned out it was, but more of that later.

So they said they were gonna reach at around 3, and will try to make it there earlier. So then I headed out from my place at 1:30, I walked down the road to the bus stop which was a 10 minutes walk. Then I prayed and prayed for the bus to be there when I reached the station so I don't have to wait under the hot sun. And as I was walking I prayed and prayed that everything would be great today. Later when I was walking and almost reaching the bus stop I SAW the bus went by my eyes. I wanted to run to catch it, but I didn't cause I know, like I know that everything would be great today. And when I reached the bus stop, I saw a bus coming, I was like YEAH!! But then something else happened, there wasn't one bus, there was TWO!! WOAH!!! hahaha!! Then I got on the bus and went to Ampang Lrt station and took the train Hang Tuah and walked to Pavilion to wait for my friends because I didn't know where CEO was in Fahrenheit, after I reach I hit them up and asked where they were, they said they're almost there and told me to wait 10 minutes, but I know it would be more than 10 minutes, so I just walked around. Then later I went to Fahrenheit myself cause my friends said to meet me there, but it took them a while more to come, and it would be dumb of me to not go inside the air conditioned place. So I walked and walked, I was like a dumb psychotic person going crazy by walking around and around. I knew its labelled CEO - 4th FLOOR. But then as I got to second, in front of the escalator, it said renovation, and I was like WTF? So then I walked and walked then finally I found a walkway to a little escalator that took me to the third floor, and there was a pretty staircase to CEO Karaoke. And I was there, then I called my friends again and said what name was the room under and they said haven't get one, so I got one and got a room of minimum of 6 people. Which was alright I guess. So then I gave the receptionist my IC and phone number, and then after she was done and I got it back this dude showed me to my room and while he was setting up the machines, I went outside for the buffet. Which was pretty nice. The place was beautiful and fancy! Then after I got my food I returned to my room and blast some music while eating, twitter, facebook and waited for my friends. After a while one of my friend arrived. I was shocked for a second, then I told him to go grab some food. Then after a while 2 more friends showed up, and I WAS REALLY SHOCKED! This friend which I really knew at Form 2, then a little at Form 3, he was a complete nerd, but then he mixed in with me and the gang. And he was, well "cool". Then we chatted for a while till all the people arrived, and the we changed room. There was 9 in total. And then the room was HUGEE!!! From the room just now, it was just one television, and then the bigger room had a chandelier, 4 televisions, 3 for karaoke, and one for play station. It was pretty high, and most of all AWESOMEE!!!

Then the songs started and it was pretty fun, but then for a second, I held up the mic and said, "WHERE THEM GIRLS AT?" Then I was like WTF, lets just have fun. Then we sang some songs, some were playing play station, and damn, all my friends were singing all at once, it was NOISY!! But whatever. Then till the rapping part I wanted to try, but then BAM! Everyone started to do it too. And damn, it was just getting crazier and crazier! As thing starts to get going we took verses, at some food, drank some liquid, and just had a great time. I don't really like my voice though, but my friends were like, "woah!, nice voice" while I was singing.. Really?? =.="... Later on a birthday song came up and I was like WTF? Then the lights went on and a cake came in, and I knew it was my moment. Instead of standing there awkward I started bobbing while singing the birthday song, and everyone joined me in. So it was like hip-hop-ly? I guess. Then it was a square cake, and only 9 person, so it was splitted evenly and was easy to cut. I sliced the cake, cause normally if there were girls they would take the initiative to cut it, but damn, all these guys, so whatever. I sliced them, and you know how it hard to lift it up and put it on the plate, nahh, i just flipped them over. Easy, fun and funny. ;D Hassle-free!

After that we sang a few more songs and left the place. Then they said they wanted to go home, I was shocked, cause usually they are like those who stays until 12! Then I was like WTF? Lets go pool. Then they were like, alright, lets go. Then some were like lets go grab a beer, but it was far, like 2 different places apart from each other, but then we ended up to the pool place, and headed over to arcade.

Later on it was like 8 something, everyone was tired and voice-less. So then I asked my friend to drop me off at KLCC, (he's driving already) to meet my parents who was coincidentally was there at that time, well, heading there. Then walked around with my parents and brother, ate some subway, and headed home.

And that was it, it wasn't a great birthday party. But it could be said as my best one so far, since my birthdays aren't really celebrated at times. But at least I had fun, and them too. ;D

How A Child Is Born

I found this video today and it was amazing! It so cool to learn about it more from video while I'm at home studying about it! Just watch it!

[Disclaimer, I didn't make the video, I've found it, just trying to share it.]

Life These Days.

I always thought that God or somehow, you’re born into this world for a purpose. Like it just comes, you don’t have to work towards it before you get it… I meant, its like erm… like you’re born to be a doctor then you always had the idea of becoming a lawyer, then you work so hard to become a lawyer, then after you graduated and got your degree, somehow in all those time you study to become a lawyer, something had prepare you to become a doctor. Then the universe or the 4th dimension tends to unfolds itself, and sort out everything for you and BOOM, you’re a doctor.. I know a lot of people who went to study something, but got another job. Like my English tuition teacher. He graduated in electrical engineering, but he’s now beginning to start his career to become a teacher, I asked him why.  He said, “It just feels right.” See? That’s what I meant. And also my cousin, she studied to become a psychologist and in the time when she was studying it she was so passionate about it. She was like, “I’m gonna do this, this, this and this, and I can be able to read people’s mind.” And etc. But after she graduated she went to work at an office firm that had completely nothing to do with psychology. So all I’m saying is, is there really a purpose in which we are born here to perform or what? Look at all those talented people, like this boy who became a pilot at 13 or around 13 and he flew the aircraft himself. Did he study for it? I don’t think so. Then there was this child who looked at a photo and told his dad that he been in the aircraft before, and his buddy was next to him. And then in some history thing his dad researched that his son was a man back in the history in the world war, and his “other life” name came up. So his dad thought this was weird. So its like, I don’t know, some spirit thing in which I can’t describe. Then there’s Beyonce, the famous women singer. Her talent was discovered at the age of 7! I mean, I’m not talking all about talents, but people are able to do things without studying at a very young age. Even if they did study, they couldn’t be so professionalized. So is there a purpose why we’re here on Earth? Like probably God or someone wanted to perform some actions on these talented people and somehow make the world better? After that, then now. I’m not trying to be conceited or anything, but back when I was in New York from the age of 4 to 14 I was a great student. Like outstanding. I was in the gifted class and everything, just plain top. My grades were good, my friends were smart, and I was a great student. But then somehow due to some planning I’ve came back to Malaysia and then I went to a private school for 2 years, but my results were awful, I was in the worst class and out of 23 students, my grade was like the lowest.. Later on, the second year I moved up to a higher class. Its like there’s 5 classes for 14 year olds and 1-5, the first year I was in the lowest which was 1, then the second year I was at 2, but for age 15 year olds. So I started to slowly progress, I guess. Or there were just students that were worst than me. I don’t know. After the second year, the school fees raised up dramatically and my parents couldn’t support me in that condition anymore. Therefore, I quitted and went into a home school. Before I’ve left NY it was the start of my 8th grade, So I was pretty excited about being in a home school, American-based. Cause I thought I could start back where I’ve left off - 8th grade. But then somehow stuff turned out after I took a test and they put me at grade 4 and 5. I was pissed, but whatever, I thought that I could chase back up. But somehow the books were different from what I studied in NY, or just that I forgot. So then after the first year of the home schooling, I quitted again. And now I’m currently self studying on my own for an exam. But the problem is, I can’t seem to concentrate on my studies. I like to watch movies, internet, listening to songs and just everything that has to do with the electronic gadgets. For example, I tell myself I would study today. As things turned out, I turned on my laptop and watched movies. So I told myself I would study after movies. Then when I finally get to studying, I either stop studying or just fall asleep. Is studying not for me?….anymore? What is the problem with me? Was I brought onto Earth to perform or had a mission to perform, but it didn’t require studying? What is it? Was I brought to NY for a reason? Did I come back to Malaysia for a purpose? What is it?

I mean when I, or when we were younger, life seemed to be so perfect. We went to school with our parents carrying out bags, came home to do some homework, eat, sleep, leisure and that repeated everyday. Then summer or some holidays came and we went out with our parents, we saw all sort of things and we said we wanted to be a doctor, lawyer, pilot, astronaut, police man. Like we had a dream when we were younger. Then as we grew older our dreams constantly keeps on changing, and till now the point where I had no idea why I’m here. I tried to imagine the world without me, and from what I thought was that my friends would go to someone else to talk about their problems, they wouldn’t have as much laughter when I’m here, they wouldn’t had had so much things to talk about. So was I brought here to become a comedian? Because I’ve NEVER thought about that.. Like I said…weird.. Can I use my English accent or something for this world? What is it?!!? See, these are the things I’d love to do and probably see myself in, but not getting near: Actor, dancer, drummer, DJ, photo editing, photographer, script writer, pilot, business man, engineer, back stage crew, filming crew, and others, but damn it, I don’t know what I want to do, or can do. I always think positive, I always try and try. But it just doesn’t seem to be working. Am I using the wrong concept or something??

Current Happenings

Its been a long time since I’ve last blog. Well, the truth is I don’t really got anything to blog up lately.. So for the blog post I’m just going to say what’s happening in my life lately. It might be random, but I’ll just write down anything that I can think of, or currently happening right now…

So erm… I’m at home right now. Which normally at the hour I should be working. But last week I told my parents that I wanted to stay home and study. Since I was planning to take my exam this October/November, but I’m still not really sure yet.. There’s two exams, actually three. One is the government one, which you have to pass the Malay language in order for you to pass the others. So its like if you pass all the subject besides the National Language, means you failed the whole exam.. =.=“… So then now I’m taking another exam. Its under CIE (Cambridge International Exams) So then there are a few exams under it. But for the ones that are similar, they are GCE and IGCSE. So then now I don’t even know which one I should take. I mean I’m studying for the GCE one, but the IGCSE is more wide and has more subjects where I can take some without even studying because I already know them, and I heard from few of my friends that they were easy.

Talking about me staying at home. Yes, I do study but without anyone pushing me or motivating me is just hard. But I do study, but just not a lot. Well, I don’t think its a lot.. And all my friends are graduating this year, so if I don’t take the exam this year end I would be late.. But if I took it and failed, it’s the same thing. But at least I tried, but if I do take it and failed I would be wasting money.. AHH!! I’m getting crazier and crazier everyday!!

This is what I do when I’m at home for ‘studying.’…. I wake up at like from 8-9, then I go and turn on the radio. After that, I go and brush my teeth. Next, I see if I’m hungry or not, or even feel like eating or not. So if I am, I eat breakfast, if not I just go straight to studying. I study.. So I do like erm.. 2-3 questions and take a break. Then repeat and repeat. Then there’s like something tempting me. Well, I guess I’m being tempted now for blogging…Oh yes, and I don’t have  internet right now. So I’m actually blogging offline and posting it up later.. Since I’m so free. Or in this case, being tempted.. I guess…

Hmm, what else is happening to me lately..? Oh yes, I made a few more friends on the internet, learning about people from all over the world.

Ahhhh? What else…?

I’m going to a Music Fellowship at my old school/church tomorrow, meeting my friends and also watching them perform on stage… I guess. That’s what they told me, I’m not sure though… And its also Father’s Day this Sunday. Is it? That’s what my Dad said.. Hahaha, I remember back then when I was little I remembered all the holidays. But now when someone says its _____ Day on ______, I go like REALLY? So when my I went on Facebook and saw some of my friends talking about Father’s Day, I was like, ohh okay okay.. Then till a few days ago my Dad was saying, we should go here and eat then hit the gym after that. Then I was like SHITT!! Hahaha. ;P… Well, I’m broke. Like broke as hell! In my bank I only got like around 1k? I guess, that’s what my mom told me, and I don’t even check, and in my room I only got like 200 bucks.. =.=“ Broke.. That’s because I bought an iPod Touch, a guitar and paid half for my Blackberry 9300 3G. So yes, currently I’m broke.. =.=“… But since Father’s Day and it’s kind of a tradition in my family that when ever its whoever’s birthday or what ever day that relates to the person, the others would have to pay the dinner bill together. So yea.. That can’t be much right..? I hope so!!

Yea, I’m currently hitting the gym these days. Like 3 times a week. And I don’t have to pay… yet. Its because my parents joined and members and they get a pass for someone to go to the gym for a month. And since my brother had a gym in his school, my parents decided to give it to me. So yeah, hitting the gym. I love it. The environment is awesome! ;D There’s even a cycling class that I love. I mean sure its tough and it burns your thighs. But… I LOVE IT! ;D And I know I can’t do it when I’m by myself. But when you go there. Definitely you’ll be able to make it through. Yes, its THAT awesome! ;D

I also bought an earring.. (See? Random right? You were warned. Haha. ;P) It was 15 bucks. Is it that expensive? I thought all the earring were around that price… Then when my mom saw it she asked me how much it was, and I said 15. But then she said I thought it was like 3 bucks or something, and she got mad.. But the truth is, I don’t even think she bought an earring in 10 years.. =.=“ Well whatever..

Hah, I also have 3 turtles now. It was first 2, but then one died so I bought 3 then a few days ago another died.. =.=“, I’m left with 3 now.

That’s it I guess..

This blog post was originally finished at 12:06 PM Friday. (Does it even matters?)

Spiritual Warfare.

     Hmmm... Spiritual Warfare... I first didn't know anything about this. Till the days when I met this guy. He was first my teacher, but more of a friend. Of course in the school I had to treat him like a teacher, with all respect and stuff. But when it like end of the school day or when we are out we are more like friends. We went hiking and stuff, he guided me, and even took me to take a psychological exam. He's awesome! So then in school, one day we had a trip. We had a camp like on the next month, so that day we went to the place to get to know the people where we were going to go camp with. So we were on the train, like 20 of us, I was one of the eldest one, therefore I had to take care, well, look out for the younger ones. When it was our stop to get off, I stood aside and let the others get off, and it wasn't enough time. So two of my friends and I were stuck in the train while the teacher and the 17 other kids got off the right stop. So I called him and let him know who was with me, and he said he was going to wait for us at that stop, so then I, along with two of my younger friends got off the next stop and went back. But we got lost. Like LOST! So then later on, I found a way back, and we were back! Reuniting with the whole group, both my friends were scared so then ran ahead of me and hugged their friends. Then I was like, yea, lets go..

Later on my teacher/friend explained to me. Because that same day there was like a RUN. Like ermm.. a Spiritual Run, by the way, we are Christians.. So then on the Spiritual Run, they had to jog while reading out Bible verses. And I wanted to join, and I was a NEW Christian, well since that I started to really get to know Christ like few months from that day. So then I was physically strong, but spiritually weak. And probably God didn't wanted me to participate so somehow I was late for signing up. While on the bus with my teacher/friend, he said that Satan doesn't harm us. He harms people around us, people we love and people we care a lot about. So now you know that story, its time for me to talk about the 'main purpose' of this post..

Few weeks from now my dad was , okay hold up. You got to know my brother was once a Christian, and now even he doesn't even know if he is considered or not, and both of my parents are in Buddhism. So few weeks from now my dad told my brother and I what he was experiencing. He said he suddenly felt the feeling of wanting to jump off a building, kill someone , driving very fast, or just anything that would get him scared. Once he told me that I knew it was Satan who was all behind this. But of course I didn't tell him about it cause he just dislikes me and Christianity I guess.. So then I prayed and prayed for him. Then one day my mom and him went to this person's house. It was someone they knew. That woman helps people in a way.. You know how in Buddhism people says that there's a god who can go into their body and talk to humans? So that was what happened. They went there and came back with a yellow cloth written with words, and I see that my dad carries it with him where ever he goes. Even when he sleeps, and he said that he was feeling a lot more better. So I thought it helped him in a way.. Then till today he said that he had those thoughts and intentions again! So first I thought, so which means that it didn't work, and instead of spending it, you wasted 600 bucks.. Well of course I didn't tell him. I believe that in life, sometimes you just have to do something, and you will feel safe. Like erm.. you know when you're home alone and you're scared? Then some will go around the house looking every where to see if they're really alone, then after that, they will feel safe. Its like a psychological thing... And I know that he is feeling these things and having these thoughts because it about me.   Its like as I get closer towards God, Satan would try to divert me by harming the people I care about. Also, back then in New York, when my brother first accepted Christ and in that period my mom once had a feeling of wanting to jump down from the Manhattan bridge, but luckily she didn't, and now things happening with my dad now, its really seems to be because of me. And all I can do is to pray and hope God will guide my dad through this and hopefully one day my dad would accept Him.

So if you're a Christian and you're reading this, I beg you to pray for my dad. Thank you!.

Patience is a Virtue!

     Patience is REALLY a virtue. Remember when I told you about how I got my air conditioner fixed a lot of time? Well, if I didn't ... now you know.. It was a Panasonic 1.0 HP, and it was pretty good when I first got it. Back in the house that we rented only my brother's room had an air conditioner there. Like THERE. So my parents had to get two. One for me and one for them. After a year we moved, caused we had to work, and both the place are a distance, and travelling like this everyday would be crazy! Its literally like going to camp everyday.. =.=", so then we moved and here in the new place my brother's room didn't had an air conditioner, so my parents decided to put the air conditioners in their room and my brother's. All I got was a fan. I waited. I prayed and etc. I just waited.. Then my brother's air conditioner wasn't cold, my dad said it was due to the long piping and etc. Blah blah blah, and my brother got a new air conditioner, and he got a 1.5 HP one, which was really powerful for such a small room, and his old one was placed in my room. =.=" It was not cold... So my dad called someone up and paid him to fix it. First time he just placed some gas in. After 2 days, my dad called him again telling him it wasn't cold and etc. And my dad said I had to wait. He literally told me that I had to wait in order to get a new one or something.

I waited like 2 months, sweating every night while I sleep. Sucks eh?? Again I prayed and till yesterday came. I was done with tuition and there was an electronics store downstairs. So my parents met me there, we checked it out, and BAM! We got the air conditioner. It was that fast!! Then today the guy came and put it up and everything was done. And now I'm blogging this while feeling cold. hehh., yea, thats it for today!

ATTENTION TO ALL LADIES!!

Attention! Currently, in KL areas like Brickfields, Jalan Bukit Bintang, Jalan Pudu, Bangsar, there are 2 Indian men on a motorbike, likely to be crazy throwing acid onto pretty girls. So far 20 ladies already splashed with acid. Beware and inform all your female friends or loved ones. Attention to all females! And if you're a guy, be aware to and let your girl friends know about this too. Beware of "Acid Man". SPEARD THIS PLEASE!!! 

Different Mindset?

     I remember when I was younger, or really young, that I would be scared of like EVERYTHING! Well, not like those insects and stuff, as in everything I meant like things that are happening outside. Like when someone is brutally hitting someone or something, I wouldn't be one of the who stands there to watch and stuff. I would be away, far away. I would just be very scared.. period. While I was in the 8th grade, which was like 13 years old, I remember this 6th grader was talking trash about and to me, so of course I responded, then I threw a book to him, that time I was scared though. Then he threw it back, then back and forth, then later on he came to be and hit me on the head, shoulder, pulled of off the bench of the chair and I ran outside the school. Later on my mom saw me from a distance and asked me what happened, of course I didn't tell he cause I was scared.. Then later on my mom found something suspicious and dragged me back to the school and questioned the staff what happened and stuff, then everyone was surrounding us so I told them what happened. The staff told that kid to come out and my mom scolded him and ran, my mom was going to slap him but I dragged her back and left. And everyday then I could hear them talking about me. Like "You see that 8th grader? You got beat up by a 6th grader!"

Later on when I came back to Malaysia, something like that happened again when I was with my brother. We were on a bus heading to KLCC, when this fat dude next to be grabbed the water that I was holding and drank it all, I was like looking at him, and my brother saw it, and he didn't do anything.. I was like 13 that time. FUCKED UP! Then that woke me up! Like I just can't take this shit anymore, even when I have people with me? NO! You're on yourself... That was what I thought. So I've keep that mindset in head.

So the next time someone disturbs me, like little things like annoying me while I'm studying, I'll ignore. Then when they touch me, I'll ignore, and when they touch me again, I'll tell them to stop politely, and when they do it again, I'll tell them to stop too, but this time angrily, and when they do it again this time, I will jump my ass up and fuck that dude to the shit! I SWEAR! I would beat that crap out of him, remember about the 6th grade 8th grade thing I wrote above? That time I was going to hit him back, but he had like 2 black and big friends with him, and my friend was LOOKING at me, what a nice friend... then tomorrow I asked him why he didn't came to help me, he said, "i didn't see you.." =.=. And when like case when they don't annoy you, like the kid on the bus who took my water. If the next time he does that, no chances brother. He takes it, okay, take it. Then when he's drinking it, i'll punch the bottle so that it'll hurt his teeth, then I'm gonna make him bleed. GUARANTEED!!

This Got The Whole New York PISSED!!

     Seriously? What is the problem with you damn cops? Really? WTF? Tell me how you're gonna beat this 60 years old grandpa up? FOR playing musical instruments on a PUBLIC park? WTF?

This is just insane.. Theres actually a facebook event saying that... well, just read it below, and please note that I don't hold credit for writing that. I'm just posting it here.

Note: PLEASE DON'T RIOT OUTSIDE OR INSIDE THE POLICE STATION BECAUSE OF THIS. THE BEST WAY IS TO WRITE TO OUR REPRESENTATIVES. TO RIOT WILL JUST CAUSE MORE TENSION IN THE COMMUNITY AND REFLECT POORLY ON US. 

This Sunday, an elderly man who was playing his instrument was arrested by the police in Columbus Park. Apparently there was a noise complaint and the police came to see what was going on. Columbus Park has been known as a community space for the Chinese elderly in the area, and it's well known that they play chess and relax by playing music in the park. Even if there was a noise complaint, there was no need for such force to be used against an elderly man! Watch the video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xrTD085eNI&feature=player_embedded
http://www.boweryboogie.com/2011/05/nypd-officers-responding-in-columbus-park-video/

- David Huang:
from Benjamin Zhao at the 5th precinct:
"This is basically what happened. For weeks there has been MANY complaints about the old man because of him using his amps, you were able to hear him from blocks away. This also wasn't the first time hes been arrested AND for the exact same charges. The police were lenient and told the man to pack up and leave but he resisted. This went on for 20 minutes before the police finally decided to give him a summons, which he refused. The reason he was arrested was because he didn't have a permit to use the equipment on the streets. The old man still resisted so they were forced to arrest him. The old man struggled and fell on the floor which is why he was bleeding. The officers pulled out mace because of being surrounded by a mob. Regardless if they are old or not. The worst case scenario would be to have your gun taken. They didn't nit use physical violence towards anyone. The video only shows the part AFTER the old man was bleeding."- David Huang

Even if the man was the cause of noise complaints, I still believe that the situation was mishandled. There should have been a translator on site to tell the crowd what was going on, and it shouldn't have required so many policemen to take down an elderly man. I understand that feelings run high, but please don't act irrationally. I think that the best course of action is to write to our elected representatives and let them handle the precinct.

Write to your elected representatives on this and demand action. The police can't treat our community like this. We won't just let them mistreat our elderly. Let's demand an apology from the precinct for how they mishandled the situation.Let's write to our elected representatives so they know what's going on, and they know that we're angry about this. The Chinese community has been ignored for a long time in NY Politics, because we don't speak up. Long story short, politicians won't give a crap about our community until we start making some noise. So let's show them that we're not a silent community. Let's show them that we have a voice. And that voice WILL be heard. They can't treat our elderly like this, and we won't let them. I'm tired of having our concerns swiped aside. Tell them that we demand to be treated with "courtesy, professionalism, and respect," by the police, and that they can't throw our elderly around like they have no rights!

There hasn't been any news coverage of this. I've contacted the NYTimes, FoxNY, NBC, ABC, NY1, CBS, and WPIX. Hopefully there will be some coverage on this sometime soon.

You can copy and paste what I've written to them, or write your own note.
Here are their email addresses:

Councilwoman Margaret Chin:
chin@council.nyc.gov

Assemblyman Sheldon Silver:
Speaker@assembly.state.ny.us


Subject line: Elderly Man Faces Police Brutality in Columbus Park
Dear Councilwoman Chin:

This Sunday, an elderly man who was playing his instrument was assaulted by the police in Columbus Park. Apparently there was a noise complaint and the police came to see what was going on. Columbus Park has been known as a community space for the Chinese elderly in the area, and it's well known that they play chess and relax by playing music in the park. Even if there was a noise complaint, there was no need for such force to be used against an elderly man! Here is a link on the video: http://www.boweryboogie.com/2011/05/nypd-officers-responding-in-columbus-park-video/ This is outrageous. As a member of the Chinatown community, I demand that something be done about this. It sickens me that an elderly man can be beaten up by the cops in this manner. You can clearly see how hard they are holding him down, and that there is blood on his face. The police need to be held responsible for this; please make sure that they are held accountable for this horrible incident. It is of utmost importance that the police treat the community that they are serving with "courtesy, professionalism, and respect." They were obviously not displaying any of those qualities in the video. Thank you and I await your response on this urgent matter.

Jennifer Li
Chinatown Resident

This Is Just How Life Works

     Its pretty funny how everything just goes the same way. By the I mean that, you know how it takes you days, hours, weeks, months, or even years to just get one thing, and all of a second it's just all over. Its like gaining trust from someone. It takes you like days to prove it to that person that you're worth trusting. Then when they trust you completely and due to some reasons you back stabbed them or something and they just don't trust you anymore. You apologize and everything but it takes you even longer or never to gain the trust from the person again.

Or how about saving money to buy something? Ever tried that? So you saved so much money. Reducing the dishes for lunch, taking the public transport, not buying what you need and all that other stuff just to get, lets say a camera. The camera is like 3000 bucks and it took you 3 months to save that much. So one day walking into a camera store you bought a camera, and who knows you're the unlucky one with the camera problems? Or who knows that when your friend borrowed your camera and dropped it and it broke? Or how about even being a lawyer? It takes you decades to study all the laws and stuff, then you're prepared and you start to make money. But then one day you walked down the street and your enemy comes up and teases you. Then he and his bunch of friends harassed you or something and he sues you. Then you lost your lawyer 'tag' and you're done.

So I'm asking, is this just how life is? Probably even loving this one person for so long, for years, and thought that he/she was going to be your life partner, but till the day of the marriage or somewhere near it, he/she dies, or something just happened and you guys aren't together anymore. Is this how life works? Is this what's called being fair? Because to me, this isn't fair.. Why do bad/naughty people have dads loving them and their moms buying them everything they want, but the good people are orphans? It's just sucks...

Safety Precautions.

     I find it very common that Malaysian are very careless. You know how when we open the main door, and we have to open another 'gate door?' I find it very common that Malaysian whenever they go out like across the street to give something to their friends or something, they just lock the 'gate door' lock, which is called a 'hook lock.' Because it's either their lazy or what ever, they just lock that one leaving the pad locks behind, because they think its just for a while, and the are 6 billion people on Earth, and that they wouldn't be so unlucky to have robbers. I'm talking about hook locks like this.

Familiar right? 9 out of 10 Malaysians uses this. Its like really common. And as working in a hardware store for almost 4 years now, I can tell you that those keys does NOT need to be taken to the hardware in order to be duplicated. Its that they have certain numbers on them like A12, E18, N16, W34, P45, H22, RH1, RH2, RH3, RK1, RK2, RK3, LH's, LK's, F7, F30, F12, the other F's and many more. Once the robbers knows the code of this hook lock, they wouldn't even need to break the lock in order to get into your house. They just go to the hardware store and just pick one up which is only RM 3. Cheap! A typical hardware store has these keys, but for like the ones made by the well known brand Solex, these are harder. But doesn't means they can't find it, they just have to go to a store that specializes in keys. The store owner, or sales person won't even find it suspicious when they buy the keys, because its really common, whether you're a thief or not you still go and buy those keys. And don't think you're safe when you use those hook locks with handles like these: 

Its the same, no difference at all. So instead of just locking these when you're just out for a minute or two, lock the padlock as well. Losing 20 seconds to lock it is far more better than losing all the things in your house. And don't put on 'pasar malam' (cheap) padlocks. Did you know those '4 sided' locks can now be 'broken' with a right size of the spanner? They can just take out all the rings inside the lock and they 'unlocked' it already. So put on some well known brands like Solex, Buicks, St. Guchi, Stoplock, Yale and the others, and I highly recommend ABUS, which is from Germany, its more expensive but it keeps you safe.

Thank You!

Thank to you people who reads my blog and letting me hit 1000 views!

People With Bad Attitudes.

     I just don't get it, why do people have bad attitudes. I know how people have bad days and every thing, but can't you just keep it to yourself instead of blowing it on someone whose totally innocent? So I work in a store. It goes pretty good sometimes. But everyday theres at least 2-3 people who comes in with bad attitudes. They walk in with those movements as if they were the boss of the store, first when they come in, some would keep quiet at first, and some would start talking loud like "Oi! Let me get this, this and that!" Then I'm like looking at them and inside I was thinking, alright, you rude, you came in my store, I've greeted to you and you coming in like you rushing everything and shit like you the man? Sorry bro, that ain't happening. But as a worker/employer or etc we still have to hold a positive attitude towards our customers, for the ones who just walks the in store rushing and think he knows where the stuffs are ending up asking me for service, so they be asking, "ay, i want this, where is it?" In my mind I'm thinking, shit dude, i thought you know where the shits were. Huh? You literally be running in my store to some place and ending up in no where! So I walk to them. S--L--O--W--L--Y-, I mean freaking baby steps, then when I almost get to them, I asked them again what they were looking for, by now they be giving me that temper. So I said, ohh, right right. I knew what they were looking for but I acted as if I didn't. So I asked, hmm, what do you use it for? Their like a wild animal now, "For this and all the other things!!!" "Just tell me where it is!" Then I was thinking, I served you right. "Ohh, okay okay, hold up." Then I walked back out and asked my parents what it was, and then my parents served them and they had to repeat what they were looking for again! Right there, I was laughing my ass off. And for those who really know what they doing, like one day I had this dude coming in my store. He said he wanted some paint, the one thats the smallest. So I brought him to that section. I kindly, like kindly asked him what he was going to use it for. Then he gives me that bad attitude like, "Yea yea, I know what I'm doing alright? Its not that I don't even know how to buy some paints." Then I'm like, well okay douchebag, if thats what you want then that what you freaking get.. And when he needs paint, he needs a brush, a paint tray, and all that other trash. So I didn't questioned him again. Then he left, within like 5 minutes he came again. I was like, "Ohh hey, left anything behind?" He be giving me that temper. "I need some brush, why didn't you asked me if I needed some?" He was like on the top of his lungs. I replied, "Ohh, sorry, I thought you knew what you were doing, so I thought you already had some." He got pissed, he bought his trash and left. Then in 10 minutes, he came again. I said, "ohh hey, its you again, anything else you need?" His hands were covered in paint and his face was so pissed like his house got burned down! He was like "Why did you give me paints for metal? I need paints for the wall, the wall! The god damn wall!" Again, I was like, "ohh, i thought you knew what you were doing, I asked you what type of paints you wanted and you said you didn't need any help and you knew what you were doing, so I backed off." He was like, shouldn't you have known? Alright, HOLD THE FUCK UP! You are my customer, I served you the best I can and you talking shit right now? WTF? How should I have known? Do you think I look like I know how to read your god damn mind? He was pissed, he shouted like a beast and left. The end. And below if a video of the similar story of LUAN LEGACY! THE MOST AWESOME GUY IN THE WORLD!!

And also this one, about impatient customers. 

I mean seriously, why you coming in with bad temper and stuff? Probably your kids ditched you, your wife divorced with you, but KEEP YOUR OWN SHITS TO YOURSELF! I ain't your kid, I ain't your wife, why the hell are you taking it out on me?

There was this one day when I had my lunch already and I was with my friend at a restaurant, and he wanted to take away. And in Malaysia, the food has no price tag. Aint about the money, money, yea yea, Jessie J~. . . . He got a few dishes along with a box of rice and headed over to the cashier. That cashier was fucked up, his face was so pissed like as if her daughter's boyfriend is a dog.. And coincidentally there were another person in line where he was paying for the exact same food my friend was buying. And he got away by paying 7.50. Then my friend had to pay 10 bucks. I'm like WTF! Are you races? How you gonna left the Malay dude get away with 7.50 and now my friend has to pay 10? These were all thoughts, cause I wasn't paying for the food, my friend was, so I backed of and see how he would reply, and he was that type of "I don't want problems" guy, so he just paid 10 bucks. Come on, really? Racism? When everyone in the country is talking about One Malaysia? Really?

It just pisses me off like that. Anyways, thanks for your time reading on how I feel, and if you're one of these people who takes out the anger on someone else, just stop. Like stop. Why would you take it out on someone whose innocent? Its like being bit by a dog, and there's a cat in front of you, and you kicked it so hard that it died. Come on, seriously, just stop. Alright, thanks.

LUAN LEGACY!

This guy is just amazing. These are my personal favorites. I'm not even gonna start blabbering already. Just see for yourself! 

     He speaks fast, he knows how to express his feelings, and the best part, he speaks what most teens thinks!

I just love the way he says..STOP!!!

LMAO! RIGHT? These are my personal favorites. For more of Luan Legacy >> http://www.youtube.com/user/luanlegacy#p/u/1/3DGxC06AjjA and subscribe!

And the latest one, in which he had 50k hits with 13 hours.

And by the way. He has thee most amazing hairstyles!!