Spiritual Warfare.

     Hmmm... Spiritual Warfare... I first didn't know anything about this. Till the days when I met this guy. He was first my teacher, but more of a friend. Of course in the school I had to treat him like a teacher, with all respect and stuff. But when it like end of the school day or when we are out we are more like friends. We went hiking and stuff, he guided me, and even took me to take a psychological exam. He's awesome! So then in school, one day we had a trip. We had a camp like on the next month, so that day we went to the place to get to know the people where we were going to go camp with. So we were on the train, like 20 of us, I was one of the eldest one, therefore I had to take care, well, look out for the younger ones. When it was our stop to get off, I stood aside and let the others get off, and it wasn't enough time. So two of my friends and I were stuck in the train while the teacher and the 17 other kids got off the right stop. So I called him and let him know who was with me, and he said he was going to wait for us at that stop, so then I, along with two of my younger friends got off the next stop and went back. But we got lost. Like LOST! So then later on, I found a way back, and we were back! Reuniting with the whole group, both my friends were scared so then ran ahead of me and hugged their friends. Then I was like, yea, lets go..

Later on my teacher/friend explained to me. Because that same day there was like a RUN. Like ermm.. a Spiritual Run, by the way, we are Christians.. So then on the Spiritual Run, they had to jog while reading out Bible verses. And I wanted to join, and I was a NEW Christian, well since that I started to really get to know Christ like few months from that day. So then I was physically strong, but spiritually weak. And probably God didn't wanted me to participate so somehow I was late for signing up. While on the bus with my teacher/friend, he said that Satan doesn't harm us. He harms people around us, people we love and people we care a lot about. So now you know that story, its time for me to talk about the 'main purpose' of this post..

Few weeks from now my dad was , okay hold up. You got to know my brother was once a Christian, and now even he doesn't even know if he is considered or not, and both of my parents are in Buddhism. So few weeks from now my dad told my brother and I what he was experiencing. He said he suddenly felt the feeling of wanting to jump off a building, kill someone , driving very fast, or just anything that would get him scared. Once he told me that I knew it was Satan who was all behind this. But of course I didn't tell him about it cause he just dislikes me and Christianity I guess.. So then I prayed and prayed for him. Then one day my mom and him went to this person's house. It was someone they knew. That woman helps people in a way.. You know how in Buddhism people says that there's a god who can go into their body and talk to humans? So that was what happened. They went there and came back with a yellow cloth written with words, and I see that my dad carries it with him where ever he goes. Even when he sleeps, and he said that he was feeling a lot more better. So I thought it helped him in a way.. Then till today he said that he had those thoughts and intentions again! So first I thought, so which means that it didn't work, and instead of spending it, you wasted 600 bucks.. Well of course I didn't tell him. I believe that in life, sometimes you just have to do something, and you will feel safe. Like erm.. you know when you're home alone and you're scared? Then some will go around the house looking every where to see if they're really alone, then after that, they will feel safe. Its like a psychological thing... And I know that he is feeling these things and having these thoughts because it about me.   Its like as I get closer towards God, Satan would try to divert me by harming the people I care about. Also, back then in New York, when my brother first accepted Christ and in that period my mom once had a feeling of wanting to jump down from the Manhattan bridge, but luckily she didn't, and now things happening with my dad now, its really seems to be because of me. And all I can do is to pray and hope God will guide my dad through this and hopefully one day my dad would accept Him.

So if you're a Christian and you're reading this, I beg you to pray for my dad. Thank you!.

Patience is a Virtue!

     Patience is REALLY a virtue. Remember when I told you about how I got my air conditioner fixed a lot of time? Well, if I didn't ... now you know.. It was a Panasonic 1.0 HP, and it was pretty good when I first got it. Back in the house that we rented only my brother's room had an air conditioner there. Like THERE. So my parents had to get two. One for me and one for them. After a year we moved, caused we had to work, and both the place are a distance, and travelling like this everyday would be crazy! Its literally like going to camp everyday.. =.=", so then we moved and here in the new place my brother's room didn't had an air conditioner, so my parents decided to put the air conditioners in their room and my brother's. All I got was a fan. I waited. I prayed and etc. I just waited.. Then my brother's air conditioner wasn't cold, my dad said it was due to the long piping and etc. Blah blah blah, and my brother got a new air conditioner, and he got a 1.5 HP one, which was really powerful for such a small room, and his old one was placed in my room. =.=" It was not cold... So my dad called someone up and paid him to fix it. First time he just placed some gas in. After 2 days, my dad called him again telling him it wasn't cold and etc. And my dad said I had to wait. He literally told me that I had to wait in order to get a new one or something.

I waited like 2 months, sweating every night while I sleep. Sucks eh?? Again I prayed and till yesterday came. I was done with tuition and there was an electronics store downstairs. So my parents met me there, we checked it out, and BAM! We got the air conditioner. It was that fast!! Then today the guy came and put it up and everything was done. And now I'm blogging this while feeling cold. hehh., yea, thats it for today!

ATTENTION TO ALL LADIES!!

Attention! Currently, in KL areas like Brickfields, Jalan Bukit Bintang, Jalan Pudu, Bangsar, there are 2 Indian men on a motorbike, likely to be crazy throwing acid onto pretty girls. So far 20 ladies already splashed with acid. Beware and inform all your female friends or loved ones. Attention to all females! And if you're a guy, be aware to and let your girl friends know about this too. Beware of "Acid Man". SPEARD THIS PLEASE!!! 

Different Mindset?

     I remember when I was younger, or really young, that I would be scared of like EVERYTHING! Well, not like those insects and stuff, as in everything I meant like things that are happening outside. Like when someone is brutally hitting someone or something, I wouldn't be one of the who stands there to watch and stuff. I would be away, far away. I would just be very scared.. period. While I was in the 8th grade, which was like 13 years old, I remember this 6th grader was talking trash about and to me, so of course I responded, then I threw a book to him, that time I was scared though. Then he threw it back, then back and forth, then later on he came to be and hit me on the head, shoulder, pulled of off the bench of the chair and I ran outside the school. Later on my mom saw me from a distance and asked me what happened, of course I didn't tell he cause I was scared.. Then later on my mom found something suspicious and dragged me back to the school and questioned the staff what happened and stuff, then everyone was surrounding us so I told them what happened. The staff told that kid to come out and my mom scolded him and ran, my mom was going to slap him but I dragged her back and left. And everyday then I could hear them talking about me. Like "You see that 8th grader? You got beat up by a 6th grader!"

Later on when I came back to Malaysia, something like that happened again when I was with my brother. We were on a bus heading to KLCC, when this fat dude next to be grabbed the water that I was holding and drank it all, I was like looking at him, and my brother saw it, and he didn't do anything.. I was like 13 that time. FUCKED UP! Then that woke me up! Like I just can't take this shit anymore, even when I have people with me? NO! You're on yourself... That was what I thought. So I've keep that mindset in head.

So the next time someone disturbs me, like little things like annoying me while I'm studying, I'll ignore. Then when they touch me, I'll ignore, and when they touch me again, I'll tell them to stop politely, and when they do it again, I'll tell them to stop too, but this time angrily, and when they do it again this time, I will jump my ass up and fuck that dude to the shit! I SWEAR! I would beat that crap out of him, remember about the 6th grade 8th grade thing I wrote above? That time I was going to hit him back, but he had like 2 black and big friends with him, and my friend was LOOKING at me, what a nice friend... then tomorrow I asked him why he didn't came to help me, he said, "i didn't see you.." =.=. And when like case when they don't annoy you, like the kid on the bus who took my water. If the next time he does that, no chances brother. He takes it, okay, take it. Then when he's drinking it, i'll punch the bottle so that it'll hurt his teeth, then I'm gonna make him bleed. GUARANTEED!!

This Got The Whole New York PISSED!!

     Seriously? What is the problem with you damn cops? Really? WTF? Tell me how you're gonna beat this 60 years old grandpa up? FOR playing musical instruments on a PUBLIC park? WTF?

This is just insane.. Theres actually a facebook event saying that... well, just read it below, and please note that I don't hold credit for writing that. I'm just posting it here.

Note: PLEASE DON'T RIOT OUTSIDE OR INSIDE THE POLICE STATION BECAUSE OF THIS. THE BEST WAY IS TO WRITE TO OUR REPRESENTATIVES. TO RIOT WILL JUST CAUSE MORE TENSION IN THE COMMUNITY AND REFLECT POORLY ON US. 

This Sunday, an elderly man who was playing his instrument was arrested by the police in Columbus Park. Apparently there was a noise complaint and the police came to see what was going on. Columbus Park has been known as a community space for the Chinese elderly in the area, and it's well known that they play chess and relax by playing music in the park. Even if there was a noise complaint, there was no need for such force to be used against an elderly man! Watch the video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7xrTD085eNI&feature=player_embedded
http://www.boweryboogie.com/2011/05/nypd-officers-responding-in-columbus-park-video/

- David Huang:
from Benjamin Zhao at the 5th precinct:
"This is basically what happened. For weeks there has been MANY complaints about the old man because of him using his amps, you were able to hear him from blocks away. This also wasn't the first time hes been arrested AND for the exact same charges. The police were lenient and told the man to pack up and leave but he resisted. This went on for 20 minutes before the police finally decided to give him a summons, which he refused. The reason he was arrested was because he didn't have a permit to use the equipment on the streets. The old man still resisted so they were forced to arrest him. The old man struggled and fell on the floor which is why he was bleeding. The officers pulled out mace because of being surrounded by a mob. Regardless if they are old or not. The worst case scenario would be to have your gun taken. They didn't nit use physical violence towards anyone. The video only shows the part AFTER the old man was bleeding."- David Huang

Even if the man was the cause of noise complaints, I still believe that the situation was mishandled. There should have been a translator on site to tell the crowd what was going on, and it shouldn't have required so many policemen to take down an elderly man. I understand that feelings run high, but please don't act irrationally. I think that the best course of action is to write to our elected representatives and let them handle the precinct.

Write to your elected representatives on this and demand action. The police can't treat our community like this. We won't just let them mistreat our elderly. Let's demand an apology from the precinct for how they mishandled the situation.Let's write to our elected representatives so they know what's going on, and they know that we're angry about this. The Chinese community has been ignored for a long time in NY Politics, because we don't speak up. Long story short, politicians won't give a crap about our community until we start making some noise. So let's show them that we're not a silent community. Let's show them that we have a voice. And that voice WILL be heard. They can't treat our elderly like this, and we won't let them. I'm tired of having our concerns swiped aside. Tell them that we demand to be treated with "courtesy, professionalism, and respect," by the police, and that they can't throw our elderly around like they have no rights!

There hasn't been any news coverage of this. I've contacted the NYTimes, FoxNY, NBC, ABC, NY1, CBS, and WPIX. Hopefully there will be some coverage on this sometime soon.

You can copy and paste what I've written to them, or write your own note.
Here are their email addresses:

Councilwoman Margaret Chin:
chin@council.nyc.gov

Assemblyman Sheldon Silver:
Speaker@assembly.state.ny.us


Subject line: Elderly Man Faces Police Brutality in Columbus Park
Dear Councilwoman Chin:

This Sunday, an elderly man who was playing his instrument was assaulted by the police in Columbus Park. Apparently there was a noise complaint and the police came to see what was going on. Columbus Park has been known as a community space for the Chinese elderly in the area, and it's well known that they play chess and relax by playing music in the park. Even if there was a noise complaint, there was no need for such force to be used against an elderly man! Here is a link on the video: http://www.boweryboogie.com/2011/05/nypd-officers-responding-in-columbus-park-video/ This is outrageous. As a member of the Chinatown community, I demand that something be done about this. It sickens me that an elderly man can be beaten up by the cops in this manner. You can clearly see how hard they are holding him down, and that there is blood on his face. The police need to be held responsible for this; please make sure that they are held accountable for this horrible incident. It is of utmost importance that the police treat the community that they are serving with "courtesy, professionalism, and respect." They were obviously not displaying any of those qualities in the video. Thank you and I await your response on this urgent matter.

Jennifer Li
Chinatown Resident

This Is Just How Life Works

     Its pretty funny how everything just goes the same way. By the I mean that, you know how it takes you days, hours, weeks, months, or even years to just get one thing, and all of a second it's just all over. Its like gaining trust from someone. It takes you like days to prove it to that person that you're worth trusting. Then when they trust you completely and due to some reasons you back stabbed them or something and they just don't trust you anymore. You apologize and everything but it takes you even longer or never to gain the trust from the person again.

Or how about saving money to buy something? Ever tried that? So you saved so much money. Reducing the dishes for lunch, taking the public transport, not buying what you need and all that other stuff just to get, lets say a camera. The camera is like 3000 bucks and it took you 3 months to save that much. So one day walking into a camera store you bought a camera, and who knows you're the unlucky one with the camera problems? Or who knows that when your friend borrowed your camera and dropped it and it broke? Or how about even being a lawyer? It takes you decades to study all the laws and stuff, then you're prepared and you start to make money. But then one day you walked down the street and your enemy comes up and teases you. Then he and his bunch of friends harassed you or something and he sues you. Then you lost your lawyer 'tag' and you're done.

So I'm asking, is this just how life is? Probably even loving this one person for so long, for years, and thought that he/she was going to be your life partner, but till the day of the marriage or somewhere near it, he/she dies, or something just happened and you guys aren't together anymore. Is this how life works? Is this what's called being fair? Because to me, this isn't fair.. Why do bad/naughty people have dads loving them and their moms buying them everything they want, but the good people are orphans? It's just sucks...

Safety Precautions.

     I find it very common that Malaysian are very careless. You know how when we open the main door, and we have to open another 'gate door?' I find it very common that Malaysian whenever they go out like across the street to give something to their friends or something, they just lock the 'gate door' lock, which is called a 'hook lock.' Because it's either their lazy or what ever, they just lock that one leaving the pad locks behind, because they think its just for a while, and the are 6 billion people on Earth, and that they wouldn't be so unlucky to have robbers. I'm talking about hook locks like this.

Familiar right? 9 out of 10 Malaysians uses this. Its like really common. And as working in a hardware store for almost 4 years now, I can tell you that those keys does NOT need to be taken to the hardware in order to be duplicated. Its that they have certain numbers on them like A12, E18, N16, W34, P45, H22, RH1, RH2, RH3, RK1, RK2, RK3, LH's, LK's, F7, F30, F12, the other F's and many more. Once the robbers knows the code of this hook lock, they wouldn't even need to break the lock in order to get into your house. They just go to the hardware store and just pick one up which is only RM 3. Cheap! A typical hardware store has these keys, but for like the ones made by the well known brand Solex, these are harder. But doesn't means they can't find it, they just have to go to a store that specializes in keys. The store owner, or sales person won't even find it suspicious when they buy the keys, because its really common, whether you're a thief or not you still go and buy those keys. And don't think you're safe when you use those hook locks with handles like these: 

Its the same, no difference at all. So instead of just locking these when you're just out for a minute or two, lock the padlock as well. Losing 20 seconds to lock it is far more better than losing all the things in your house. And don't put on 'pasar malam' (cheap) padlocks. Did you know those '4 sided' locks can now be 'broken' with a right size of the spanner? They can just take out all the rings inside the lock and they 'unlocked' it already. So put on some well known brands like Solex, Buicks, St. Guchi, Stoplock, Yale and the others, and I highly recommend ABUS, which is from Germany, its more expensive but it keeps you safe.

Thank You!

Thank to you people who reads my blog and letting me hit 1000 views!

People With Bad Attitudes.

     I just don't get it, why do people have bad attitudes. I know how people have bad days and every thing, but can't you just keep it to yourself instead of blowing it on someone whose totally innocent? So I work in a store. It goes pretty good sometimes. But everyday theres at least 2-3 people who comes in with bad attitudes. They walk in with those movements as if they were the boss of the store, first when they come in, some would keep quiet at first, and some would start talking loud like "Oi! Let me get this, this and that!" Then I'm like looking at them and inside I was thinking, alright, you rude, you came in my store, I've greeted to you and you coming in like you rushing everything and shit like you the man? Sorry bro, that ain't happening. But as a worker/employer or etc we still have to hold a positive attitude towards our customers, for the ones who just walks the in store rushing and think he knows where the stuffs are ending up asking me for service, so they be asking, "ay, i want this, where is it?" In my mind I'm thinking, shit dude, i thought you know where the shits were. Huh? You literally be running in my store to some place and ending up in no where! So I walk to them. S--L--O--W--L--Y-, I mean freaking baby steps, then when I almost get to them, I asked them again what they were looking for, by now they be giving me that temper. So I said, ohh, right right. I knew what they were looking for but I acted as if I didn't. So I asked, hmm, what do you use it for? Their like a wild animal now, "For this and all the other things!!!" "Just tell me where it is!" Then I was thinking, I served you right. "Ohh, okay okay, hold up." Then I walked back out and asked my parents what it was, and then my parents served them and they had to repeat what they were looking for again! Right there, I was laughing my ass off. And for those who really know what they doing, like one day I had this dude coming in my store. He said he wanted some paint, the one thats the smallest. So I brought him to that section. I kindly, like kindly asked him what he was going to use it for. Then he gives me that bad attitude like, "Yea yea, I know what I'm doing alright? Its not that I don't even know how to buy some paints." Then I'm like, well okay douchebag, if thats what you want then that what you freaking get.. And when he needs paint, he needs a brush, a paint tray, and all that other trash. So I didn't questioned him again. Then he left, within like 5 minutes he came again. I was like, "Ohh hey, left anything behind?" He be giving me that temper. "I need some brush, why didn't you asked me if I needed some?" He was like on the top of his lungs. I replied, "Ohh, sorry, I thought you knew what you were doing, so I thought you already had some." He got pissed, he bought his trash and left. Then in 10 minutes, he came again. I said, "ohh hey, its you again, anything else you need?" His hands were covered in paint and his face was so pissed like his house got burned down! He was like "Why did you give me paints for metal? I need paints for the wall, the wall! The god damn wall!" Again, I was like, "ohh, i thought you knew what you were doing, I asked you what type of paints you wanted and you said you didn't need any help and you knew what you were doing, so I backed off." He was like, shouldn't you have known? Alright, HOLD THE FUCK UP! You are my customer, I served you the best I can and you talking shit right now? WTF? How should I have known? Do you think I look like I know how to read your god damn mind? He was pissed, he shouted like a beast and left. The end. And below if a video of the similar story of LUAN LEGACY! THE MOST AWESOME GUY IN THE WORLD!!

And also this one, about impatient customers. 

I mean seriously, why you coming in with bad temper and stuff? Probably your kids ditched you, your wife divorced with you, but KEEP YOUR OWN SHITS TO YOURSELF! I ain't your kid, I ain't your wife, why the hell are you taking it out on me?

There was this one day when I had my lunch already and I was with my friend at a restaurant, and he wanted to take away. And in Malaysia, the food has no price tag. Aint about the money, money, yea yea, Jessie J~. . . . He got a few dishes along with a box of rice and headed over to the cashier. That cashier was fucked up, his face was so pissed like as if her daughter's boyfriend is a dog.. And coincidentally there were another person in line where he was paying for the exact same food my friend was buying. And he got away by paying 7.50. Then my friend had to pay 10 bucks. I'm like WTF! Are you races? How you gonna left the Malay dude get away with 7.50 and now my friend has to pay 10? These were all thoughts, cause I wasn't paying for the food, my friend was, so I backed of and see how he would reply, and he was that type of "I don't want problems" guy, so he just paid 10 bucks. Come on, really? Racism? When everyone in the country is talking about One Malaysia? Really?

It just pisses me off like that. Anyways, thanks for your time reading on how I feel, and if you're one of these people who takes out the anger on someone else, just stop. Like stop. Why would you take it out on someone whose innocent? Its like being bit by a dog, and there's a cat in front of you, and you kicked it so hard that it died. Come on, seriously, just stop. Alright, thanks.

LUAN LEGACY!

This guy is just amazing. These are my personal favorites. I'm not even gonna start blabbering already. Just see for yourself! 

     He speaks fast, he knows how to express his feelings, and the best part, he speaks what most teens thinks!

I just love the way he says..STOP!!!

LMAO! RIGHT? These are my personal favorites. For more of Luan Legacy >> http://www.youtube.com/user/luanlegacy#p/u/1/3DGxC06AjjA and subscribe!

And the latest one, in which he had 50k hits with 13 hours.

And by the way. He has thee most amazing hairstyles!!

Internet Pen Pals =]

     Alright, so I watching this movie that come by the name of Euro Trip,. Firstly, I have to admit that I know there are some censor parts. Yea yea yea, stop lecturing me, don't judge me. Are you still doing that? Yes? YOU SUCK THEN!! hehe, okay next. So the movie was about how this guy have an internet pen pal and he would write to her every now and then. Then blah blah blah, yeah watch the movie yourself, I ain't gonna tell you what's it about now. ;p. After finish watching the movie I suddenly had the motivation to have a pen pal. Back then when I was like 13 I already had some pen pals, but then I was so young and that I didn't really cared much. So then a week or two ago I've created an account on a pen pal site. I've met some people. It was awesome!! With the internet its just so simple to talk to each other. Its like the site is there for you to meet people and then with the contacts and everything, you can talk to them in variety of ways.

I've met some..girls, of course. Well at first. Then there was this guy who added me, and he was quite nice although his English wasn't that good, thats because he lives in Turkey.. not the food!! =.=", so there was this girl in particular who lives in my area, like with 50 or less miles of radius. And we talked and talked and talked. It was pretty cool getting to know about each other. Its funny how she's also been in New York, but the WORST thing was that SHE WAS FREAKING BORN THERE! #$^&%&%$& HER!! hahaha, nah nah, I'm just jealous that she is, also that she's going back there in like 2 years. I, yes ME, ADRIAN WANTS TO GO BACK!! And if only that was possible.. yea yea, she's probably reading this anyways, so don't get too happy cause I'm not writing about you anymore..

Next, there was this other girl whose living on the other side of the world, and we sure to have a lot in common. Like A LOT, and i'm not going to tell you which, so keep on dreaming. She's ermm.. a really fun person to talk to. Like open-minded. I hate how people are like so sensitive to everything cause that ain't fun... Also, i'm currently learning a new language from her! Its hard, but hey! I'm awesome, and a fast learner remember? hehe. =].

Well enough of them two, cause they are the ones that I talk to most of the time. Oh yea, there was also one from Korea, shes pretty friendly too, but for now, nothing AMAZING to talk about. There were also these AMERICANs that I'm friend with. Its so cool knowing how USA is now with them giving me the latest leaks, and I just hope that they'll do great on their SATs.

Okie okie, thats all I have time for now, my eyes are killing me!

Getting What You Want

So getting what you want. I don’t know why people come to me. But I always get this question, “How do I get my parents to get me this” “How can I get my girlfriend to not get mad at me?” Blah blah blah. I have to admit, its pretty annoying. But hey, they’re my friends. Of course I have to help them out the best I can right? So due to my experience, I’m blogging this up here now.

The best way I personally think to get what you want is to not think about this for the time being. But think about what the other person want. Focus on them, not them. See, if you’re parents aren’t letting you out the house to a party, going out, or even to your neighbor’s house, then thats a really big problem. Its not because they want to LOCK you at home. Its really because they’re scared how you act outside, whether or not if you can take care of yourself, how you will react if you encounter a stranger or basically how you take care of yourself out there. And I’m guessing all you do at home is sleep, computer, games, tv, and act all crazy and annoying. Think about it, if you act like that at home, wouldn’t your parents think that you would do the same when you’re outside and they’re not watching you? I’m pretty sure thats what they’ll think. So you got to be proactive. Instead on begging your parents to let you out. Try to MAKE them WANT to let you go out. Try doing the chores, washing dishes, doing the laundry, washing the bathroom, mopping the floor and etc. Without being asked. First your parents would be suspicious, but just say it like, “Mom, I don’t want you to be so tired, let me do them.” BAM! And she’ll start looking at you in a complete different way. GUARANTEED!! And you have to take it slow. Like real slow.. when you ask them whether or not if you can go out, don’t expect a YES right away. If she says whose going, and etc. There’s a pretty high chance she’s letting you out. But don’t just leave like that. Give your mom some of your friends phone number, like, *hands a note* “Here mom, if you can’t contact me for some reasons, here are few of my friends phone number whose also going to be there.” You did it again.. BAM! And she’ll think that you’ve grown up and stuff.  You just got to take it slow, if some how she says, “No, you can’t go.” Just be like, “Okay mom, its okay, its not really important anyways.” Again she’ll see you’ve changed. Also make some FAKE plannings. When I say fake, I mean like, tell your parents that you’re going out where and where, how and how. Then when its the day you said you are going out. Stay home, do some chores or something. Your parents will ask you why aren’t you out. Say, “Ohh, sorry that I forgot to tell you, I don’t feel like going, its like not important.” Or just make up something, so she will think that you actually THINK about whether to go or not. Rather than going somewhere every time your friends ask you to go. Later on when everything is going smooth. You don’t even have to ask her. Just be like, “Hey mom! On when and when, I’m going to where and where.” Like just ‘let her know.’ Then your life would be easier. But when you start going out and stuff.. don’t forget about the chores!!

Okay, enough of the getting out of the house thingy. Now lets talk about some girlfriend stuff here. Ever felt like your girlfriend just don’t appreciate you enough? Ever felt like you just couldn’t please her? Well I’ve also learn this myself. ACTIONS speak LOUDER than WORDS! The one thing I hate the most is GUYS playing games, and they’re so into it that they just don’t care about their girlfriends. Like in my case that I witness was like this. This took part in an internet cafe. *Guy playing games with a few friends* Girlfriend: Hey ___, I’m hungry, can we go eat something? Guy: Hey, shhh, I’m busy here, I’ll go with you in 5 minutes. *Ten minutes past* Girl: Honey, its been 10 minutes already, can we go yet? Guy: Yea, sure, almost done. Just a little while more. Girl: *Starving* So then I walked there, cause I saw it. Me: Hey ___ I’m gonna go eat, you wanna come too? Then she came and ate with me and the guy wasn’t even done.. Its just so cruel, my friends, which is the guy’s friends as well also told the guy that she’s annoying, and the guy AGREED! OH MY GOD! I was like gonna slap them right there. But I didn’t.

And they’re the ones who come to me and ask me why they should do. Then I’m like asking them if they remember when and when, when they did this and this or not. They nodded, and I said, well, give up games for her. He was stunned! Like STUNNED! I told them that its not to completely give it up. He could still play, but just not TOO into it. I don’t believe he could stop and give up his seat to another friend to help him while he’s eating with his girlfriend. Then he also ALMOST had a breakup with his girlfriend. And he came to me again, and I said, don’t just tell her that you won’t do what and what again. SHOW her! Yes, its was pretty hard. I’ve failed this myself too. It just sucks. I don’t know, cause all the girls are different, you just got to somehow see what her needs are, what her situation is. If like, she has some issues with her parents, out of no where, just start caring about her and etc. Well, that should be it right now, cause I’m not really good at this yet. I still need to get more experiences! hehe. =]

So remember! In order to get what you want. Focus on what THEY want! Always works! 

My Feelings after watching "Love and Other Drugs."

     Just finished watching "Love and Other Drugs," starring Anne Hathaway and Jake Gyllenhaal. Its a really good movie and I highly recommend it, but it have some scenes that aren't appropriate. (It could be cut, but since the directer left it that way, then so be it..) Its about this guys who keeps hitting on girls, he's a charm, and is pretty good in doing mostly everything, but not like 'really' good. I'm not trying to uplift myself here. But I can kind of relate to this film. I admit that I do most of the time hit on girls, a charm? I don't know.. you tell me. So I just recently got over my ex, like after 6 months. Wait, did you had to know that? ... Anyways, so this guy Jake, whose playing as Jamie in the movie met this one girl, whose Anne playing as Maggie, and his life completely changed. He does everything for Maggie. Its kind of like me. So previously when I was with my ex, I did everything for her. Well, I think I did since that the fact that I've never done it to anyone else. I would think about her all the time. School, work, hanging out with friends, studying, just all the time. I've always had the eagerness to see her so desperately when she was absent and since that her house was so close to the school, I've even thought about running away from school for a split second, run all the way to her house. Just to say 'Hi' and ask her if she's alright. I would save up money just to get her things, though I didn't get her a lot, but those things I bought killed me. I cared less about my needs just to try to get her to smile. Stupid? Probably you'll say that, and when that happens to you.. then you'll know... Its really sweet being in love, but probably its fate that we broke up. Or maybe we'll end up back together in the near/far future, I'll never know. Its all about fate. Okay, back to the movie, Jamie did those things. He said "I love you," to Maggie, which he never said to anyone in his life including his parents, brother and etc. Then the most shocking part is that when he was 'near' or having deep talks with Maggie his heart would pound fiercely. It was exactly like me, I would get all nervous, feeling like as it was almost a heart attack. And I would break away, go to the toilet or something and try to calm my heart down. But whenever I was back with her my heart would pound again.. Then till I watched this movie I got to a conclusion that this was the real love. But somehow we still broke up. Its kind of like she's the one for you, but you're not the one for her. Get what I mean? I remember her telling me, "If you love someone, set them free. If they love you, they'll come back." That is so true. In the movie Jamie gave up his career opportunity for this one girl Maggie. Since Maggie had Parkinson's, Jamie would go for med school, so he could somehow heal Maggie, or at least make her feel better. Ughh.. I don't even know what I'm blabbering here.. Anyways. . . whatever, I'm out.. =.="