It doesn't matters.

     Alright, I might be a little 'wrong' here, but I still wanna talk about it. I actually just re-watched American Pie, Yes, you might think that I'm a pervert of something here. But before you do, I just wanna say, I didn't watch it because of the rated-r stuff, which include adult material. I watched it, because there were lessons inside.

See, in these types of movies it has perverted characters, and in this case in the movie its, "Stifler," first in the one of "The Wedding" where Jim had to marry Michelle, Stifler ruined everything, but something hit him and he woke up, and he began to change himself and he fixed everything that he had already ruined. Which he surprised his friends because he was known as an asshole, but since he fixed it back, his friends started to look at him in different ways and thought that he cared about his friends and not just doing perverted things like getting girls, dirty talking and basically sex..

Then in another movie called the "Band Camp" was where Stifler did something wrong and he was punished to go to this Band Camp. He suffered at first, his 'cool' friends made fun of him and started spreading that he went to that camp, because he was known as a 'leader' in the 'cool' world, he felt bad. After he went to this camp, he made a video of the people there doing wild things, because Band people are mostly formal and etc, but picture them doing dirty things.. yea, thats what came to Stifler's mind, and he made a video on it, and when his 'cool' friends found out that he went to this camp, Stifler had to prevent them from spreading to the world that he was there, or else his 'cool' reputation would be ruined, and he was forced to show them the video he was working on. And towards the end he deleted the video because he was with friends in the camp and he felt sorry, and feelings of guilt. So he deleted them and changed himself.

Like this song Aeroplane by Tal Bachman.. (It was in the sound track, took me a long time to search for it, I was desperate, so I got it.)

"I was wrong to keep you underneath my finger
I was wrong to try and change you like I did
Oh I was a fool, I was to blame
And I put myself to shame
Now you and your love can show me the way"
*(You gave me your heart and one last chance)*

See? People give you chances, you just have to change. "I was a fool, I was to blame, and I put myself to shame" Then he realized, then "Now you and your love showed me the way." (In the movie, the girl Stifler loved guided him back.) And the "You gave me your heart and one last chance," and Stifler did changed. In the camp it was a competition, he first caused his team to lose 5 points, which was a lot. Then he shaped up, and got back the 5 points, and his friends liked him 'back.'

"Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain

And I, I wont make the same mistakes I used to make."

See? The lyrics all explains, its really a nice song..

Before you listen to it, read the words, one by one and place yourself in a scene..

"I was wrong to keep you underneath my finger
I was wrong to try and change you like I did
Oh I was a fool, I was to blame
And I put myself to shame
Now you and your love can show me the way
*(You gave me your heart and one last chance)

Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
And I, I wont make the same mistakes I used to make
*It was love and evolution
It was tearing it us apart
I prayed for a solution and I found it in your heart
Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
I can fly, 

It's true, I loved taking you for granted
I was deaf and numb and blind to who you were
Now I'm gonna show you and you're gonna see
Everything you mean to me
I am going to be there whenever you need
(I'll protect you, I'll respect you)

Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
And I, I won't make the same mistakes I used to make
*It was just another emotion 
It was running through my veins
But you gave me your devotion and something in me changed
Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
I can fly

(I'll protect you, I'll respect you)
Now I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
Yes and I, I wont' make the same mistakes I used to make
Oh I feel like aeroplane above the rain
Yes and I, I won't make the same mistakes I used to make

Some questions have no answers
Some answers have no truth
The Truth is my religion
And I seen the truth in you
And I, I feel like an aeroplane above the rain
I can fly "

And another song called Laid, by James. Again, read through the lyrics..

"This bed is on fire

With passionate love
The neighbors complain about the noises above
But she only comes when she's on top

My therapist said not to see you no more
She said you're like a disease without any cure
She said I'm so obsessed that I'm becoming a bore, oh no
Ah, you think you're so pretty

Caught your hand inside a till
Slammed your fingers in the door
Fought with kitchen knives and skewers
Dressed me up in women's clothes
Messed around with gender roles
Dye my eyes and call me pretty

Moved out of the house, so you moved next door
I locked you out, you cut a hole in the wall
I found you sleeping next to me, I thought I was alone
You're driving me crazy, when are you coming home
Pretty
Pretty"

See, at first I didn't wanted to blog this up, because I've been trying to set a reputation, a better one for myself, but I just want people to get me the way I am, and this is me. I watch things regardless of what material to learn life lessons. And there I blogged it up.

There are also other meaningful songs, but I haven't found them yet..>.<

And yes, its 2:15 already, I was planning to sleep but then last time when I had a topic in my head, I didn't write it down and went to sleep, then the next morning I forgot and lost it. So this time I kept it down.

Kay, nites now. =]