Probably She's The One

     So I met this girl at this school, I didn't notice her much at first. But then there was a day that she slapped me for a "fun" reason, that I took it too sudden and got all pissed. She kept apologizing and apologizing, but I ignored her. So then after this was all done, and that I had forgiven her, we had back our own lives. Later on in weeks or months, my friends planned an outing, I attended, and so did she. There was this truck driver that drove really terrible and it almost hit this girl, so I quickly dragged her in, and pulled her aside. Soon, after 5-6 months, when I was about to quit the school, she told me she liked me and she only told me now because I was leaving. But then things went it ways and I didn't had to leave yet. So then she told me that she loved me from when I pulled her in - saving her from the truck. And she kept it all along and told me now. She said it was because many girls was always around me and that I wouldn't take love seriously. Though, later on, we both fell in love. At first she still thought I wouldn't take love seriously and that I was in a playing-type. But I proved everything I had to her and gained her trust. And she loves me so much! =]

Now that we've been together for about 2 and a half month, we still really loved each other. But I'm leaving the school after another week, which is exactly our 3rd month anniversary. And she's leaving the school one month after me. Both of us need to take a test, so we need to free our minds and focus in our studies. During our study time, we won't text or chat with each other pretty much because we don't want each other to fail, or get distracted.

On the negative side, I wish I could just pause the time, be with her and run away with her. But this isn't a fairytale!! And definitely not what you see in the movies...this is reality.....

On the positive side, though we will miss each other and will feel the pain that we will soon get, we still need to study for our future. If she was meant to be, then she will be, and I hoping and praying that she will be the one. I love her a lot, and I'm willing to give up many things for her, thats only if its "give-up-able."

I'm just hoping after our test, and when we get into our college life, we could continue dating again... 

Don't hold on TOO hard....

     Yesterday, I had the friend by the name of Beth. She's been dating a guy for about one month and only found out that he was double dating with another girl who was her friend. She got angry and started not to like the dude anymore. Then the dude said just forget about everything because you still love me and that lets just forget about the past and double date me. Beth didn't know how to answer him and stuff, so she asked for my help. I did help her, but towards the end the dude said that Beth was things in a negative way. Beth got even more angrier so she asked me to curse at him, which I later did. Later on, tomorrow, the dude said he would give up the other girl and only date Beth herself. Again, Beth asked for my help and I helped her to deny him. Then he started asking like a jerk, saying that Beth must be dating other guys thats why she didn't wanted to date with the dude. But Beth wasn't, and its just that that dude can't take rejections, thats why he's acting like a jerk.

What I want to say here is that, people, when they love someone, they love them with all their hearts, and are willing to do anything for them. But when they break up or separate, they curse each other and stuff. Its like, "Come on, be with me." Then if you say no, it''ll be, "You're an *****, go die" (Or something similar).

=> If you love someone and they don't love you...Just set them free, so you'll see them become happy...