Sigh.. my life kind of sucks these days. I know I haven't been blogging lately, but I'm like busy. Well, that's an excuse. But anyways, a week or so ago i bought a hard disk thats 500GB, but its actually 465GB, people just love rounding up. I was pretty happy. Everywhere I went they were selling it at like Rm 200 plus, then I went into a store inside Time Square and got a pretty cheap deal at Rm 188. I was glad that I looked around first before just buying it. It had 3 years warranty and it was real, like not the fake ones. It worked pretty good for the next week or so, but then till yesterday came and I had no idea what happened to it. I plugged it in, I waited for it to search the device for like hours, then when that didn't work, I went to click on it on My Computer, and then it froze.. T__T, i really got to take it back to them now and tell them to fix it!! Then my laptop has been like over 5 years, and its breaking... previously it had an over heating problem, i finally went and fix it which costed me 500 bucks plus. I also had a crack on my screen, but I didn't fix that because it would be too costly and I couldn't afford it. Now the over heating problem which lead for it to shut down itself had stopped, but the graphic card is acting up. I'm not a gamer, but I recently downloaded this online game and it just wouldn't let me play, I would be so patient to let it load and stuff, but it just wouldn't budge. After I clicked the game and log on to it, it would freeze! And I have to wait like 30 minutes till it all gets back to normal. Which closes the game and returns back to my desktop. GOSH! How I hate my computer. But I don't have money to get a new one so.. can't really do anything about it. I have a desktop computer that I had bought a long time. It was great for gaming. But then my dad took my LCD to use it for CCTV. =.=, So then now I would have to get a new LCD, but then the current in US and in Malaysia is different, and there's a switch on the back of the CPU to covert it, something must had gone wrong, when I tried to plug in my LCD with my laptop, *POOF!* The main switch flipped, and there was a small portion of smoke. So now I would have to call Dell and ask them all this thing, and since it's only had an 80GB storage and there's another port for me to upgrade it, I would have to ask about that too. To sum it up it means.. money money money money. And my internet, gosh! MY INTERNET! So I'm using this internet service provider for almost two years now till last week the "wifi usb" thing broke off! FUUUU!!! And we have 3 person at home who uses the internet everyday, and since there's no wifi anymore, we have to plug in the cable. Which meant only one person can use at a time.. =.=" Life is messing with me now, and I know I should be studying right now since I have a math test in like 48 hours. I know I should think positive, but I don't think I can pass this paper. I didn't really study, and I pretty much forgot all the things that I had learnt about it. I need some pressure! I know its not something everyone wants, but I need it! I need someone to push me to go.

But if I failed this subjects, for the next seating I wouldn't be taking this again, I'm going to take something much more easier and just get into college, since I've already decided what course I want and stuff. And I only need 3 credits to get in. I don't care anymore, all I need now is to get into college, and with all the friends, and teachers, and environment, I'm gonna study real hard.

Ooo! I also got a job, its a free lance job and 50 bucks a day, 12 hours, 1 hours for lunch and dinner. Also probably get some commission if I sell some of those products. Heheh, but I won't tell you were cause later you guys would come and distract me, then my boss wouldn't like it and I'm dead...

But that job sucks also, cause the pay is pretty bad.. and have to like stand there for 10 hours, I'm looking like a good paying job.. I have this friend whose a part time model, and her pay.. is awesome!

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Final Decision?

I know I haven't been blogging lately, it's because, well, I'm quite lazy these days and really trying to focus on studying... As you all know I'm doing my GCE O Levels, and its been really long already since the fact that I keep on procrastinating. So then I finally signed up from it and I'm taking the exams next month, which doesn't really leave me a lot of time since that I didn't even fully study everything yet. Guess that I'm just a lazy minute guy.

The thing is, I think I've finally decided what I wanted to study during college.. Blahh blah blah. I know I always say this, from a mechanical engineer, to a pilot, to an air steward, to computer science to police force... Well, what do they all have in common? A film maker! Hehe, if I become a film maker I can do all those editing stuff which I've been longing to learn. And also I can act in the films too. Its just so cool. I got my inspiration from Freddie Wong. If you haven't know him already here's a few videos of his.

But the "behind the scenes" are really the "what's up"

Okay, that's enough.. if you like it go find him on Youtube, and don't forget to Subscribe and Like!! Okay, i got to go watch some of his vids again.. Peace.

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The Day of Taking My Driving Test

     Alright, so i've officially been 17 since the 15th of July. Recently I'm completing the steps one by one in getting my driver's license. I went for the 5 hours theory thing already. Boy, that was boring.. I'm gonna be real honest with you. I was SLEEPING! HELL YEAH!! I mean, come on. Even the lecturers took shifts like in every hour or so. And how on earth do you expect me to sit there for 5 hours straight? Well, it wasn't exactly 5 hours straight. But it was at least 4 1/2 hours, if you exclude the lunch break and the prayer time thing. After that I went home and before I was 17 I was already studying for the driving examination. All the signs, road stuff, prevention of accidents and all that other crap. I was going to take the test on wednesday, but I was too late to register, therefore I took it today. And because it was such an issue for my parents to fetch me there. I went to stay over in my uncle's house. I actually like staying here because all that nagging and stuff is gone. =] Next, I took my driving test today, I was quite nervous, that I got to admit. But as soon as I go in the center to sit down and wait for my turn... my ass didn't even touch the seat yet and this girl turned around and said, "OI! ITS YOU!" She was surprised, I could see in the corners of my eyes that everyone was looking at me. Well, I was pretty surprised too. I know her from an old school of mine. She's still pretty.... Okay okay, a little secret, she was my crush back in form 3, well, I didn't actually asked her out. She just seemed "too nice", if you get what I meant. And somehow I just didn't wanted to get closer with her. I didn't know why... hmmm... Anyways, i was shocked to see her. She's grown up a lot. Back then in school she was this.. OH SHIT! I just remembered something, we were pretty close back in school.. Well, not close as telling secrets to each other and stuff. But like we actually had some interaction. I remembered that once.. well, all the time I always made fun of her. Actually I made fun of a lot of girls, just that, well, you gotta admit, its fun. =] then I remember this one time she chased my all around the class room to hit me.. ouch!! But it was some sweet times.. hehehe.. Anyways, back to the scene. I sat down, she was sitting one row in front of me. So then I got up and sat next to her. Then POOF, my driving instructor took me away to show me what to do during the test, and after I was done listening to her I turned back to see my friend and she walked in the examination room.. =.="...

Then later on it was my turn to get in the room, I got the seat next to her. I didn't talk to her though. Then I finished first.. FAILED! 42 was the passing score, I had 41.. =.="... I was actually a little bit angry, but more frustrated, because the questions were different from what I had study. Then later one I went outside to sit and wait for my driving instructor to come and fetch me home, along with this other guy. Later on, my friend walked out, failed, and left. Awww.. Finally my driving instructor came and I said I wanna take the test again, this other guy as well, we both payed 50 bucks, waited for a while, got back in, took the test, both passed, and went home. It was such a coincidence. The other guy I took the test with which is also under my driving instructor, the first time we took the test we both had 41 out of 50. Then the second time we both had 44/50. It was pretty cool.

So then now after running into that friend of my, I can't stop thinking about her.. She was sweet though. I remember back in school she was this little girl who everyone , well some people made fun of, like in a bad way, and those people who made fun of her was friends with me, and when they said, "right Adrian?" That girl was looking at me too, but I just sort of defended her and stuff. Like "hey, stop messing with her." And stuff like that. She's real nice. I mean REALLLLLLLLL nice. hmm.. probably one day i'll... hmmmm. =] I hope so. Cause she's a good one. But it all comes down to fate. Damn she's sweet. =] and pretty, and kind, and cute? and friendly, and funny? Well, she's just nice..

Anyways thats it for now.. And tomorrow I have to wake up at 6 again to go to the other place and listen to a seminar for 6 hours.. SIX HOURS!!! =.=", if she did pass the test today, I might have a chance to see her tomorrow.. But like I said.. FATE.