The say chances are within seconds...

See.. My ex and I broke up because of a test we had to study for. And she said if we werent togetherthen we could concentrate and wouldn't spend or waste time thinking about esch other.. Which I first agreed.

But after several weeks, I think about her every single day.. And that's what we were trying to avoid. So then I did tell her about it. But she some how in a way said no. But not directly.

My point here is that, people say chances are within seconds. I did took the courage which I thought about 1-2 weeks whether to tell her or not. And at last I did. So then, I'm guessing that she still has a feel for me. But I'm not sure. I wanna get her back but don't know if she wants to be back. You see my situation here..? It's quite hard.. Like you're suppose to take the chance. But then need to think about others first. Sigh... Its just hard..

So now, all I'm hoping for is that and time goes on, the feeling I have towards her in me, wouldn't change. Cause I don't wanna go for other girls. Then I'll try my best to get her back... But still.. It's hard... =.="

Ahh, i love this type of being busy.

     But first, last night I've been working on this thing that my brother asked me to do. To make brand of something. (I'll put a picture up later.) So then later when I was almost done, took about an hour, he said, change the background... And I was using PhotoScape. Which was ridiculous and hard to use because it wasn't detailed and it was just for simple simple things.. But I did something better with it..

Then he said it would waste ink and etc. We argued and stuff, then later today I asked my dad and he said it was okay So then I didn't care about my brother and went with it, and added some finishing touches with it. Woah, that was tiring.. took me 2 hours something. Because I didn't have time to decrypt my PhotoShop yet, I used paints, I cutted the background and zoom in till pixels and editted it one by one.. Eyes sore and etc.. Then after it was done, I really loved it.

Heres this picture. =]

See the 3 things at the back? Actually I just put the background to the color similar to the background I took off the net. Cause it was hard to do with these two programs. And if you look closely, you can see the box around it.

And this is gonna be printed and shown to everyone. =]

Out With Uncle.

     Yesterday, my parents and my uncle had plans. It was that my brother had clothes that wanted to be shorter or fitter so he could wear them. And that the sewing machine was at him house. When we reached my uncle, aunty was there. My cousins, their boy/girlfriend was there as well, and sadly, my cousin's girlfriend was sick. We sat there for a while, my brother asked my cousin about some computer thing, my dad sat with my uncle watching TV, my mom and aunty at the sewing room doing while chatting, the other cousin upstairs with her boyfriend, and me, just on my iPod, sitting on the sofa with my uncle and dad, watching TV.

Later on, we went out to get some food. And this place in Cheras called, "Cheers Palace." There were many times when we went there and there they had wedding ceremony. Then this time, my dad said there isn't any. But when we got there, it ending up having. We were parking our car, and everyone around the parking lot, entering the restaurant was all dressed formally. And my brother said to me, "look at her, she's so pretty, its for you brother." Then I said, "pshh, shut up son, I got my own, she way better and way more pretty." "I stay loyal and faithful to mine." And he said, "you're full of shit." Then I said, "Whatever." And he shut up. =]

Then after we ate, we just headed home.

(I wanted to blog this yesterday using my iPod, but something was wrong and it was pretty slow, so I got sleepy and didn't manage to blog it up and slept. =])

People wants the things they don't easily get.

     People wants the things they don't easily get. Yup, thats so true. So talking about the Awards Night again. Once I appeared at the place, everyone welcomed my and started to take pictures with me. I was happy, but I wanted my ex to come over to me, I was sooo desperate for it, thought at last the show had to start, and she still didn't came. And it seemed like I only saw her for a little while, and when she was on the stage, like she was hiding for me or something. This is a pretty short post, I just wanna say, that everyone wants the things that they don't easily get, and they will cherish it when they get it.

Angel - Akon

     Today there was a Award's night at my old school. (Old, because I left the school already.) So then, my friends, (the students) had to perform and stuff. And I was so glad that I got to see my ex. They all wore the school's shirt, so nothing different. They wore it for the singing they had at first. Then later the "drama" event came up, I didn't wear my glasses today so I couldn't see clearly, just roughly. Then my ex changed shirt, she wore a long sleeve shirt with strips and the brown had that I think she only has. (heheh. =]). I was sitting next to my friend, who didn't wear his glasses to, and I asked him who that was and he said he thought it was my ex. Then, I realized that it was, and I thought somehow, that she was like those stars already. (No idea why, just did..) Then after the drama, later on the acapella singing was up and she took part in it.

Only the girls took part in it, and all of them wore something white. My ex was wearing those white shirt with sort of some kind of vest, and without her glasses. (I have no idea how to describe, because I don't really know about shirts and etc..) My other friends were just wearing a t-shirt..I think, because I didn't really focused on them. So then my ex was wearing that shirt which I would call "special", and today at work, I kept on listening to the song Angel, by Akon. When I saw my ex up on the stage with the spotlight on her, wearing that white special shirt, the song came up to my mind and started to play. I might be a little dramatic here, but that was what I really thought and came up to my mind, I really wanted to tell her about this after the whole "ceremony" ended, but then I didn't.... Right now, I still have that image of her in my head, its just so..erm.. unique. I just loved it. =]

Once I came back, I quickly blogged this up, I just wanted to remember this day, this moment, this feel I had when I saw her today. It really brought a smile to my lips. =]