February 14th 2013

I don't think I ever spent Valentines Day with anyone before. Except friends and parents I guess. But what I meant was with another girl, just her. Didn't think I did. Not sure if my ex (when she was still my girlfriend)  giving me a self made valentine's card counted. She only gave me the card. We didn't hung out or did anything special. Didn't count, right...?

This Valentines Day escalated quickly. I spent it with someone special. I actually had a lot of plans and thoughts of what I wanted to do for her. There was just so much. Then I thought, sometimes less is more. So I just kept it simple.

First I lied to her saying I took a long shower when I was out looking where I could get flowers :3 she failed to realized. Hehe.

Then I flew to her house.

Later when she got in the car I drove at the back of her neighborhood to prevent her parents from stalking. I gave the flowers to her and she was quite shocked! (Oh she better be, it was the first time I gave real flowers to someone!)  Because she kept telling me not to get flowers because she hates them, well i knew she was lying :3

Funny thing was, I wasn't expecting anything from her like at all. After she received the flowers I wanted to drive off to Paradigm Mall, unexpectedly she pulled out something from her purse. It was cute :3 Inside was a card and the other color of her shirt. After we exchanged gifts I drove off.

There were two movies she wanted to watch while I had other things in mind. But I wanted her to be happy so I did that exactly. We first doze around the mall for a while because there was still time. We messed around and tried on clothes for fun :3

Oh yeah, I also got her that husky plush toy she always wanted.

Then later on we went to watch 'Together.' Not a bad movie :/

After the movie the skirt of someone's zip broke :D So then we wandered the mall again to look for something she could change into and we found this. Cheap and sexy ;P

After that we returned to Star Village Steak House at Puchong. 'Returned' because we went there that morning and it said there wasn't a morning shift that day :( But we returned and had an awesome dinner. It was packed though!

After we finished dinner we headed to SetiaWalk to watch the other movie called 'The Wedding Diary II' but sadly the seats were almost fully occupied, except the one at the very first few rows. So we walked for a while then I drove back to her neighborhood and stayed in the car for a while and finally sent her home. It was a nice day :)

And here's the couple tee. Hehehe

:3

What Is This?

I don't understand what this really is anymore. I always tell you how I feel about you but you just never believe. You said you tried to, but did you really? Smoking is a really bad habit. I know that. Just like how you said you didn't listened to anyone when they asked you to stop cutting yourself, except for me. Because I asked you, you stopped cutting yourself. In exchanged and in the other way around, I quitted smoking for you. I know smoking is bad. But to be honest, I kind of enjoy and like it. I even don't go to clubs anymore.

"Action speaks louder than words."

What more do I have to do to prove my love towards you? I'm trying to be cool about it and not saying stuff but deep inside its killing me. I love you, I really do. I just hope you'll sincerely know this soon.

Most of the time after I sent you home I think about us. I think about everything. I love those late night drives. I would either put the music on a smooth level while driving at around 80 kmp/h with the windows down or I would crank that to thee max also with the windows down but flying at 110.

Tonight there was a few times where I also had an accident. So close in getting ramped. When I'm in that state though,  I won't really care. But after a while, after I'm a little chilled I would think back what I did and freak out.

Sigh. I just, I just wished you believe what I say :/

I ain't gonna give up so easily.

I'm Back

I don't know what to say. This whole blog thing seems all new to me again. I haven't come around here at all these past months.

I don't even know what I should talk about. How about just updates then? :/

Well, I've finally finished my second semester of my certificate program. Now I'm on semester break and there's nothing else I do beside chasing HK Dramas, I've watched so much till the point where I felt like I have no use in this world... I started to find something to do but there was nothing. I kept refreshing Facebook for new feeds. I kept browsing different Twitter users. I was just so bored.

This is a pointless post anyways. Just know that I'm back :D

Hold the cheese or extra cheese?

EXTRA!

Ask me anything.

Hmmm.. haven't been here in a while. So updates. Let's see.. Well, I finally got my O Level results and they were bad. Like really bad. I took 3 subjects and I only passed one. I was so angry. Almost killed myself. Blah blah blah, thinking on the bright side, I'm going to get into college and do the certificate program then the diploma. Yeah, its gonna take longer but I don't feel like retaking O Levels. I just don't. Most probably I will be going into the media industry. Which college yet I still have yet to decide. But most probably IACT or The One Academy.

Work has been pretty alright. I had fun. Got my salary. It wasn't a lot, but it was enough. This will be my last month of work. I don't feel like working anymore. The only reasons I worked till now was because of the customers and the environment. I don't know how to describe, but I just love it.

Not really in the mood to blog and I realize I'm pretty much blabbering around. So that's it for now.